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Wow, it's the middle of the day and I shouldn't be updating but yet I am. I don't have jack to do well I do but I can't do it until I get all the required info.
So here I am. I'm feeling kind of sick and actually I could go home since the boss is away, there is nothing I can do right now and it's kind of a waste of time me just sitting here w/ nothing to do and I'm not being paid by the hour so what am I waiting for? I guess it would look bad though. I might just ditch out an hour or two early instead of right now.
So what's going on w/ me? Things are good w/ me and Mike. We're going to the big company party later this month ... he's going to buy a suit and I've got this hot silky outfit I'm wearing. I'm going to schedule us for picture the day of the event so we can send them to family as presents. Also we're going to San D. together for Xmas to spend it w/ his family. So all is good in the hood.
I'm liking my new place, work is going ALOT better and I'm feeling a bit happier and more optimistic but it might just be the mania.
I haven't seen my shrink in ages and I haven't seen my therapist in a long ass time either. That's bad I know.
My aunt is recovering nicely and I'll be giving her and mom money next week to hold them over some.
I bought an ass load of presents for every one and I only have a few more people to shop for. (*winks at DevilDoll). I hope everyone likes what I got them. I really tried. I'm not good at shoping for other people at all.
What else? Nothing really. I still have no phone and no comuter at home. Life is bland and other than feeling like crap most of the time, I'm doing a lot better. I still need to see an optomitrist, some one for my jaw and a regular dr too. I keep putting every thing off. I don't know where I am half the time.
I'm lost.
*sigh*
Oh well ... if I get another virus in my work email I'll scream!
Miss you all ... miss myself ... miss my sanity and mostly my sense of being grounded because I feel afloat.
I miss my best friend too.
love - k
So here I am. I'm feeling kind of sick and actually I could go home since the boss is away, there is nothing I can do right now and it's kind of a waste of time me just sitting here w/ nothing to do and I'm not being paid by the hour so what am I waiting for? I guess it would look bad though. I might just ditch out an hour or two early instead of right now.
So what's going on w/ me? Things are good w/ me and Mike. We're going to the big company party later this month ... he's going to buy a suit and I've got this hot silky outfit I'm wearing. I'm going to schedule us for picture the day of the event so we can send them to family as presents. Also we're going to San D. together for Xmas to spend it w/ his family. So all is good in the hood.
I'm liking my new place, work is going ALOT better and I'm feeling a bit happier and more optimistic but it might just be the mania.
I haven't seen my shrink in ages and I haven't seen my therapist in a long ass time either. That's bad I know.
My aunt is recovering nicely and I'll be giving her and mom money next week to hold them over some.
I bought an ass load of presents for every one and I only have a few more people to shop for. (*winks at DevilDoll). I hope everyone likes what I got them. I really tried. I'm not good at shoping for other people at all.
What else? Nothing really. I still have no phone and no comuter at home. Life is bland and other than feeling like crap most of the time, I'm doing a lot better. I still need to see an optomitrist, some one for my jaw and a regular dr too. I keep putting every thing off. I don't know where I am half the time.
I'm lost.
*sigh*
Oh well ... if I get another virus in my work email I'll scream!
Miss you all ... miss myself ... miss my sanity and mostly my sense of being grounded because I feel afloat.
I miss my best friend too.
love - k