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Mar 22, 2006 13:55

See, when I get the strength to leave
You always tell me that you need me
And I'm weak cause I believe you
And I'm mad because I love you
So I stop and think that maybe
You can learn to appreciate me
Then it all remains the same that
You ain't never gonna change

So first strike:
you're at a party, i'm working... (getting money to give to you for gas and alcohol and whatever the hell else you want) she sits on your lap and proceeds to follow you all over the rest of the night.
I'm hurt

Second strike:
You tell me we are going to pbrugh to hang with mel and nick, we get half way to pbrugh and cody calls, you turn around drop me off and go to landos. You actually think i'm going to sit home on a satruday after being ditched by you, no i go to landos with my girls. You get kicked out, and being the considerate girlfried i am, i leave with you- ditch my friends and leave with you. I find out the only reason you went was to see her.
I'm really hurt

*by now i should have left

Last strike:
You say you're staying at my house monday, you come through the drive through with chantel... a well known slut. Act like a stuck up ass and expect me to be ok with it, informing me you 'cant pick me up, you're running to rochester' ok whatever. So i sit at home, sence you told me you'd be over after you went to rochester. You never show up, its 1 am. i call your mom. We are worried sick, i think you're hurt... i think something horrible happened to do, because just the night before we had a talk and you promissed a complete change. It's 7PM the next day and I CALL YOU, yes you were missing over night, missed OUR IMPORTANT APPOINTMENT, and i have to call you. I'm crying upset so glad you're ok and your mad because i'm upset. Not to mention you were in rochester at her house.
I'm beyond upset, to the pissed off and hurt as hell point.

Her? what does she have that i dont, seems like everytime you messed up you were with her. Shes 24 your 18 and she isnt even that appealing. You're so stupid...

-->So three stikes this time around, and this is like the 4th time i've given you a shot. You tell me you love me to death and i mean the world to you. But everytime you are given the opportunity you hurt me. I gave up my life so i could always be with you, becuase when i wasn't with you... you fucked up. I've never given so much to some one and gotten such a shitty deal in return. I loved you with everything i have, and yes i still do... i always will. But never again will i give you the opportunity to hurt me, never again!

Luckily i have the friends i do,
the friends i can call at 4 am to cry to.
The friends that come down all the way from avoca to cheer me up,
the girls that plan a wing night to get me out of the house.
I'm lucky i have friends like this,
that are understanding after i blew them off for 2 months because of you.
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