i see you looking at me, now i know why they say the best things are freeeeeeee :)

Mar 20, 2006 12:20

I'm happier with him than i have ever been with anyone else, yes he messes up.. but what 18 year old teenage boy doesnt? I guess you're possibly trying to 'look out for me' but telling me 'you obviously wont trust me' and some other nonsence like that is so childish. I thought our friendship was bigger than that. Yes his friends messed up, his friends not him, but you cant go around your whole life and not accept any of the blame, you know i back you 100 percent but everyone was in the wrong that night... me and bill however were not. It has nothing to do with us. And i know you dont like him, you're entitled to your own opinion in that sence to but i do, i love him. I love you to, even though you dont see it right now or might not want to admit it.. we have been through thick and thin, and i never thought it would come down to this. Our senior year darling, and we are messing it up over this. Ok so you know i'm going to be spending alot of time with him, which means his friends will be around, so i just wont tell you my weekend plans. Dont think things you've said in the past about people you've hung out with havent hurt me either. I just think this is bullshit, its all such dramatic bullshit. I'm going to prom with the girls i've grown up with and grown to love and if you want to be in the limo and not talk to me, so be it, but i'm not going to let this ruin my year. I love bill to death and that wont change, i'm forced to hang out with his friends and i've already spoke my mind,and people do change, you're a witness to taht. so you can take me or leave me. But not ever have i forced you to give up anything you love to stay in my life and this shit just isn't fair.

out.
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