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life's been nice to me lately. i don't have very much money and have to watch what i spend, but for the first time i'm keeping a firm(ish) hand on my expenses. i'm being productive. i do yoga in the mornings before work to make myself less tightly wound. it seems to be working; i don't get upset by circumstances i can't change as much. tres stoic. i've taken up knitting and am almost finished with a pretty green scarf. being crafty seems to have a mellowing effect as well. i've been spending a lot more time alone than i'm used to though. i think my pure hatred for cold weather might be the reason. when i get off work, i simply don't feel like leaving the apartment.
do i tend to have interests that are mostly solitary activities? who's to say.
my isolated state probably has more to do with my staying away from bars. i've gotten tired of wasting money and drinking too much and not REALLY doing anything.
the problem stemming from my sudden uber fun productivity is that i'm finding myself getting bored. the knitting isn't happening, i've finished my book, i don't feel like starting another one, and all my other little piddlings aren't looking very interesting. everything's so quiet. meh.
on a more fabulous note, i adore ryan. he makes me feel like i'm in a francesca lia block story; all happy endings and quirks and magic.
do i tend to have interests that are mostly solitary activities? who's to say.
my isolated state probably has more to do with my staying away from bars. i've gotten tired of wasting money and drinking too much and not REALLY doing anything.
the problem stemming from my sudden uber fun productivity is that i'm finding myself getting bored. the knitting isn't happening, i've finished my book, i don't feel like starting another one, and all my other little piddlings aren't looking very interesting. everything's so quiet. meh.
on a more fabulous note, i adore ryan. he makes me feel like i'm in a francesca lia block story; all happy endings and quirks and magic.