What to do?
So finals are next week and I don't think I am at all ready! I am really not feeling well today my throat is sore and I feel like I am getting an ear infection (I used to get them really bad as a kid). I have a section exam tomorrow in intro to probability and I really need to cram but all I want to do is sleep! My mom is doing much better she is feeling fine but she is still off of work until Christmas. Melissa is doing well but her uncles are having a big fight over who gets what, and since her parents are divorced, Melissa is getting like nothing. Nancy never made a will because she was so afraid of death. My FASFA form had been sent in to get "reevaluated" and now I had to pay $1085 more for my semester of classes! My family does not have that kind of money and my dad can no longer take out loans because he is at his limit so he had to barrow money from a family friend. I really hate not having what I need! That is why I am in college so that my children can have everything they need. I still don't know what I want to do or be for the rest of my life but I am thinking about business and maybe going to a big city, which is after all where the money is. I really don't want to have to only think about money but in today’s world that is almost all there is, isn't it? I don't even know anymore. What do I want to do? Honestly I just want to help people travel to some foreign country and help illiterate people read and starving families eat! I don't mean to sound like a saint but that is what I want to do help people. Show them the way, through God. Maybe I am crazy. I just don't know.