whats gonna happen sooon
so...i just re read my last entry and minus the sentence "ill be here waitinf for you to fuck me up again" i really still mean that...usually i go back and read entries and am like EW IM SO EMO GROSS EW. but that one was ok....the two before...ick...
so I leave for college in a day and a half...I'm frantically trying to remember to pack everything...and im trying to figure out how to sneak maggie into a box and bring her with me. I have a headache.
so anyways...after you left...literally...2 days after you left...I felt 100% exactly the same as I did before you came....like i got over it soo fast...maybe because my life is busy right now and i dont have time to think about you...or maybe cuz im growing up...not sure.
but anyway I'm very happy...I feel good...like im taking meds or something...but im not so...who knows...maybe its the cupcakes ;]...
of course im already stressed enough and SURE ENOUGH this morning....
Sic 1234 1234: Hi Katie, it's Mrs. Uzzi. are you at school yet?
Sic 1234 1234 is available (9:47:34 PM)
Sic 1234 1234: Sorry, I had to leave and I don't really know how to do this!! Yes, we spoke to Nick once on Saturday. Other than that we've only communicated by e-mail. He wanted us to tell you that he's sorry. I would call you to tell you more but it's kind of late and I don't want to wake up your parents. I promised your mom I would call the home phone.
you're sorry and thats adorable and I forgive you and I love you...get better for me baby!! <3