someday maybe I'll read you these.
maybe everythings for a reason. cuz now my standards are gonna be sooo high.
Although cuddling with conley last night made me feel... not tired ...like when im with you.
but I dont want conley. He just is the idea of a kindof guy who I would want to date next.
Like I'm growing up. I've had enough relationship craziness to last me a lifetime.
I'm looking for easy and calm and knowing I don't have to worry.
all this that im saying makes me want to throw up though.
Being loved the way you love me for even just 5 minutes is completely worth the shit I feel like right now.
I feel worth so much after this week. I feel cute and I feel special. I feel like a catch. I feel beautiful.
And I know I would be more than enough for you if you didn't have this problem.
I know you'd want me to be with someone who treats me right too.
So as much as I'm ready for easy for a little while.
I'll be right here waiting anxiously for you to fuck me up again.
You're absolutely worth it to me.
i love you baby.
Although cuddling with conley last night made me feel... not tired ...like when im with you.
but I dont want conley. He just is the idea of a kindof guy who I would want to date next.
Like I'm growing up. I've had enough relationship craziness to last me a lifetime.
I'm looking for easy and calm and knowing I don't have to worry.
all this that im saying makes me want to throw up though.
Being loved the way you love me for even just 5 minutes is completely worth the shit I feel like right now.
I feel worth so much after this week. I feel cute and I feel special. I feel like a catch. I feel beautiful.
And I know I would be more than enough for you if you didn't have this problem.
I know you'd want me to be with someone who treats me right too.
So as much as I'm ready for easy for a little while.
I'll be right here waiting anxiously for you to fuck me up again.
You're absolutely worth it to me.
i love you baby.