whatever the thing that set you up set you off and down again
Right now, I want to lay in bed and listen to music with someone, talking about things that don't really make sense and dreaming about things that seem right at the moment, but will be impossible the next day. The impossible things don't matter, though.. because the middle of the night is almost like a complete separate world away from the world we live in. I like that.
I have a disease/disorder. Will it ever be cured? I just dont know. I'm a fucking pack rat. I have too much shit. The sad part is, I know I dont need most of it and I just can't bring myself to throw it away with out the plaguing feeling that I might someday need it. How do i fix this? I just move it into my brothers old room.
So with the amount of money i have not had, i am proud of myself for not buying things to waste what little money i have. There has been the occasional meal out, but other than that, nothing! Where has all my money gone? Gas, parking, car insurance. This is the bad thing about wasting money on these things... no real benefit. Gas, alright. But parking? Something i shouldnt be wasting money on. And car insurance? Never got a ticket or an accident. If i never get in an accident while i have this car, i'm going to be mad that the money went to nothing.
I need a hurr cut rul bad. My bangs, which were at one time cute, are now out grown, long, and awkward. I must start the "kk haircut fund" asap.
In other news I finally completed my term paper for film. I feel like the middle paragraphs are really good, i just dont have the best thesis statement in the world. Oh well. It came to be eight pages, nine with the works cited.
Also, i cant stop listening to the song Syracuse by Pinback. Either way it has been the only song i've listened to for the past twenty four hours. It is beautiful.
Only a matter of two days till i see Megan. Um. I'm really excited. But also mad that she is leaving me for thanksgiving break. Although it is wonderful because i do no have school or work on tuesday and i will force her to spend the whole day with me.
Also, why do girls where so much eyeliner? Thats just a bad look.
I'm in an okay mood. Its nice. I'm going to try to not let anything ruin this.
Goodbye
♥
I have a disease/disorder. Will it ever be cured? I just dont know. I'm a fucking pack rat. I have too much shit. The sad part is, I know I dont need most of it and I just can't bring myself to throw it away with out the plaguing feeling that I might someday need it. How do i fix this? I just move it into my brothers old room.
So with the amount of money i have not had, i am proud of myself for not buying things to waste what little money i have. There has been the occasional meal out, but other than that, nothing! Where has all my money gone? Gas, parking, car insurance. This is the bad thing about wasting money on these things... no real benefit. Gas, alright. But parking? Something i shouldnt be wasting money on. And car insurance? Never got a ticket or an accident. If i never get in an accident while i have this car, i'm going to be mad that the money went to nothing.
I need a hurr cut rul bad. My bangs, which were at one time cute, are now out grown, long, and awkward. I must start the "kk haircut fund" asap.
In other news I finally completed my term paper for film. I feel like the middle paragraphs are really good, i just dont have the best thesis statement in the world. Oh well. It came to be eight pages, nine with the works cited.
Also, i cant stop listening to the song Syracuse by Pinback. Either way it has been the only song i've listened to for the past twenty four hours. It is beautiful.
Only a matter of two days till i see Megan. Um. I'm really excited. But also mad that she is leaving me for thanksgiving break. Although it is wonderful because i do no have school or work on tuesday and i will force her to spend the whole day with me.
Also, why do girls where so much eyeliner? Thats just a bad look.
I'm in an okay mood. Its nice. I'm going to try to not let anything ruin this.
Goodbye
♥