Dontcha wish your girlfriend was raw like me...
I hate that Dont Cha song but it's so catchy LoL
So I dont know what was up with last night's entry...I wasnt even all that drunk...I'm just gonna leave it there LoL
So...The more I think about it...the more I realize how much my past is creeping up on me...It's so weird how it always happens all at once.
Alright so like...Justin IMs me with the whole, "Don't talk to me because my girlfriend will give me shit". Slightly upsetting, but I said why last night...I'd like to tell her to fuck off...but I put myself in her shoes...when I was with him and his ex...and I hated her even though I never spoke to the girl. But then again...the things he said about her were harsh. So I can only begin to imagine the things he says about me...and I'm sure painlessly talks about how I 'cheated' on him and lied and the way we broke up..yada yada the whole nine yards...
Do I care? Of course I do...Why? I have no idea.
So then...I get an IM from Mike...Who hasnt talked to me for like six month since he started dating his GF...and he gives me the whole "You have to find me at the gathering yada yada" deal...And I'm like eh? What about the GF? and hes like...Yeah I dont know how long that will last
SOOO we go into the whole talk about relationships and hooking up...blah blah...I know it won't happen...but it's just a pain
THEEEEEN theres Hammer...Apparently...I know his sister...I had NO idea they were related until I found out her last name and I was like NOOOOO...SOOOOO I guess Elaina mentioned to Bridget at the practice space that I kissed her brother
The next day, " My sister said you were talking shit about me I just wanna know what you said". Oh fucking great. And THEN I get "Yeah I broke up with jen last night, wanna hang out?" Only me...I swear LoL...I didnt say a damn thing about him...Why the hell would I? I'm not that dumb
and then of course there's Ralph...you all know the story from my last entry hahah
So here I am...With all these guys that either 1. hate me or 2. wanna use me. What an awesome feeling ya know? But I do happen to have someone floating in Boston that I'm very...very interested in...That's why I want it to be September so badly...Thats why I want to get the hell out of here...So I can start over and just be NORMAL
but...We all know...I'm gonna just get myself into more trouble in Boston...But you'll have to read about it in the LJ I start when I go away to schoool LOL
I love my life
But I hate you
xoxo
So I dont know what was up with last night's entry...I wasnt even all that drunk...I'm just gonna leave it there LoL
So...The more I think about it...the more I realize how much my past is creeping up on me...It's so weird how it always happens all at once.
Alright so like...Justin IMs me with the whole, "Don't talk to me because my girlfriend will give me shit". Slightly upsetting, but I said why last night...I'd like to tell her to fuck off...but I put myself in her shoes...when I was with him and his ex...and I hated her even though I never spoke to the girl. But then again...the things he said about her were harsh. So I can only begin to imagine the things he says about me...and I'm sure painlessly talks about how I 'cheated' on him and lied and the way we broke up..yada yada the whole nine yards...
Do I care? Of course I do...Why? I have no idea.
So then...I get an IM from Mike...Who hasnt talked to me for like six month since he started dating his GF...and he gives me the whole "You have to find me at the gathering yada yada" deal...And I'm like eh? What about the GF? and hes like...Yeah I dont know how long that will last
SOOO we go into the whole talk about relationships and hooking up...blah blah...I know it won't happen...but it's just a pain
THEEEEEN theres Hammer...Apparently...I know his sister...I had NO idea they were related until I found out her last name and I was like NOOOOO...SOOOOO I guess Elaina mentioned to Bridget at the practice space that I kissed her brother
The next day, " My sister said you were talking shit about me I just wanna know what you said". Oh fucking great. And THEN I get "Yeah I broke up with jen last night, wanna hang out?" Only me...I swear LoL...I didnt say a damn thing about him...Why the hell would I? I'm not that dumb
and then of course there's Ralph...you all know the story from my last entry hahah
So here I am...With all these guys that either 1. hate me or 2. wanna use me. What an awesome feeling ya know? But I do happen to have someone floating in Boston that I'm very...very interested in...That's why I want it to be September so badly...Thats why I want to get the hell out of here...So I can start over and just be NORMAL
but...We all know...I'm gonna just get myself into more trouble in Boston...But you'll have to read about it in the LJ I start when I go away to schoool LOL
I love my life
But I hate you
xoxo