Liars go to Hell you Know
Dear Nekron,
First of all, don't read my journal. Its for me and my friends only. Its where I can write whatever the hell I want with out having to listen to people like you...thats why I turned the comments off. The only reason you have it is because you're a sneaky basterd. Because even a year after we broke up you're still hung up on somehow trying to make me miserable.
Which brings me to my next point. For the past year I've been sitting here actually feeling a little bad about what happened. Sitting here listening to "I'll never fall in love" "I'll never kiss another girl" "I hate women and I'm never going date again" And I was nothing but nice about it. I wanted you to move on and find someone else and just be happy because Oh what? I actually cared about you? So we werent dating..so fucking what...You had still been in my life for two years and yeah we had differences...but i was trying to see past that because I saw you as more than just a lover or a boyfriend or whatever. I saw you as a person and I tried to treat you like one
Little did I know that for five months or more you were lying right to me, guiltlessley. And after all the times you called me a liar, and how I hurt you...and those nights I spent till 4 am trying to tell you I was sorry... After all that..you turn around and you are nothing but a god damned hipocrite
You just reminded me why I broke up with you. Instead of having balls and being a real person and being like "Yeach Rachel...I have a girifriend" you had to sit there and try to guilt trip me into cracking so that I'd say I was sorry or that I missed you or whatever so that you could reject me and feel like you got the last hit in.
You've always been like that..Trying to get in the last hit, trying to always be right, trying to always win. Thats what you're doing right now, being immature and blocking me and unblocking me so you can take every cheap shot possible. Well guess what...I dont care anymore...You're a liar...and I dont like liars...I found out your stupid little secret with out even trying...meanwhile you sneak around and pull stupid shit to try and hurt me.
You've hurt me for the last time. Screw it...I dont care anymore. I did...even up until tonight. Even when I knew you were lying..I was still like..okay...it happens. But now...go fuckyourself, stay out of my life, and don't read my journal.
Liars go to hell you know
Love always and forever,
Rachel
The people who don't know me say I'm stuck up. I love when people say that when 1. they used to love that person and 2. They dont know me anymore. Was that really necessary Justin? Did you really feel so bad about yourself that you had to turn around and try to find another one of my faults?
Hm..Well if any of my real friends who actually know me who arent dirty liars with ego complexes think I'm stuck up...feel free to IM me and tell me so...but oh if you're going to play AIM games and not grow up...then don't
Now...If you dont want to be a complete asshole and actually talk to me civilly either on the phone or online...then cool...If you'd rather have things like this and just have us fighting with each other and be immature and ridiculous...then fine...Obviously we can't be friends....
It's up to you
xoxo
First of all, don't read my journal. Its for me and my friends only. Its where I can write whatever the hell I want with out having to listen to people like you...thats why I turned the comments off. The only reason you have it is because you're a sneaky basterd. Because even a year after we broke up you're still hung up on somehow trying to make me miserable.
Which brings me to my next point. For the past year I've been sitting here actually feeling a little bad about what happened. Sitting here listening to "I'll never fall in love" "I'll never kiss another girl" "I hate women and I'm never going date again" And I was nothing but nice about it. I wanted you to move on and find someone else and just be happy because Oh what? I actually cared about you? So we werent dating..so fucking what...You had still been in my life for two years and yeah we had differences...but i was trying to see past that because I saw you as more than just a lover or a boyfriend or whatever. I saw you as a person and I tried to treat you like one
Little did I know that for five months or more you were lying right to me, guiltlessley. And after all the times you called me a liar, and how I hurt you...and those nights I spent till 4 am trying to tell you I was sorry... After all that..you turn around and you are nothing but a god damned hipocrite
You just reminded me why I broke up with you. Instead of having balls and being a real person and being like "Yeach Rachel...I have a girifriend" you had to sit there and try to guilt trip me into cracking so that I'd say I was sorry or that I missed you or whatever so that you could reject me and feel like you got the last hit in.
You've always been like that..Trying to get in the last hit, trying to always be right, trying to always win. Thats what you're doing right now, being immature and blocking me and unblocking me so you can take every cheap shot possible. Well guess what...I dont care anymore...You're a liar...and I dont like liars...I found out your stupid little secret with out even trying...meanwhile you sneak around and pull stupid shit to try and hurt me.
You've hurt me for the last time. Screw it...I dont care anymore. I did...even up until tonight. Even when I knew you were lying..I was still like..okay...it happens. But now...go fuckyourself, stay out of my life, and don't read my journal.
Liars go to hell you know
Love always and forever,
Rachel
The people who don't know me say I'm stuck up. I love when people say that when 1. they used to love that person and 2. They dont know me anymore. Was that really necessary Justin? Did you really feel so bad about yourself that you had to turn around and try to find another one of my faults?
Hm..Well if any of my real friends who actually know me who arent dirty liars with ego complexes think I'm stuck up...feel free to IM me and tell me so...but oh if you're going to play AIM games and not grow up...then don't
Now...If you dont want to be a complete asshole and actually talk to me civilly either on the phone or online...then cool...If you'd rather have things like this and just have us fighting with each other and be immature and ridiculous...then fine...Obviously we can't be friends....
It's up to you
xoxo