Everytime I turn around you're in my face...
I haven't written in this thing in a REALLY long time. So much has happened. Some of it I dont want to talk about..haha...A lot of it is just random
I got accepted into every school I applied to. It was okay though because I knew where I wanted to go the second I stepped onto the campus. Northeastern is just amazing.
It's perfect cuz it's a closed campus like my Mom wants,but its right in the middle of the city like I want. Literally. Like...they own part of the city. I'm exited as hell, I can't wait.
I'm so glad I didnt get trapped and end up going to some shit college in Indiana. I spent my whole life working too hard to waste it on a guy. I look at what I have now that was taken away then, and I think I'm happier than ever.
Anyway...It's exiting...and scary at the same time.
Schools been okay. I have that senioritis thing LoL. I dont wanna do fucking anything. I dont feel like I should have to! I just keep telling myself that it's one more month, then the APs are over and I dont have to care. Then school will just be easy.
So last night I went to the city with my Dad for this scholarship thing. So were in a Diner before it and my Dad went to the bathroom, and all of a sudden this woman (or so I thought) walks out and she starts talking. It was something about dogs...and shitting wherever you wanted...and something about how he was a man and he could even get a boyfriend. He/she was MAD . So he/she picks up her stuff and I had turned to like..look at what he/she was yelling at and he/she looked me dead in the eye. SHE HAD A BEARD! It was more like facial hair up and down the side of her face. Next thing I know she pushes her arms across the table and slams the glasses of water down and runs out o the place. And every table she passed she knocked down the water and was screaming. The whole place was DEAD silent, and I just started laughing. LoL.
Anyway..blah blah I'm in the scholarship classroom thing...and Christina Caputo was there. So we're talking to this other guy and he's like where are you going ? So I said Northeastern. Then this cute kid comes in and hes like "Oh so thats your Dad out there talking about Northeastern" and I was like OMG thats so embarassing and I flipped out. And he laughed and blah blah and he sat down right next to me! The whole test I was flipping distacted. The whole test we kind of were looking at each other and it was weird..but cute. I finsihed a while before him. I thought about sticking around to talk to him or even giving him my SN, but then I realized I was probably being silly and imagining things or something LoL...So I just got up and left.
The rest of the night was okay, but kind of awkward. We walked to some Jewish Deli that he always goes to. I had a hot dog. It was really good. We talked the whole time. It was okay, but sometimes it gets awkward. Like...if my Moms mentioned, it gets weird. And if something comes up sometimes he'll say like "When I used to live at home". And as we were leaving I was talking to the woman that worked there while he paid ...and we were talking about the weather or some retarted shit like that...and they have this cook book there that we have at home and the woman was like "Oh do you use it" and he was like "yeah..well....I did when I lived there HA HA" and I guess it wasnt funny to the woman because she didnt realize he got kicked out. Mad awkward.
Im going to MA and RI this weekend...but we're not leaving until Saturday so I get go out Friday...not too shabby.
I love you
I hate you
If you only knew what Ive been though...
xoxo
I got accepted into every school I applied to. It was okay though because I knew where I wanted to go the second I stepped onto the campus. Northeastern is just amazing.
It's perfect cuz it's a closed campus like my Mom wants,but its right in the middle of the city like I want. Literally. Like...they own part of the city. I'm exited as hell, I can't wait.
I'm so glad I didnt get trapped and end up going to some shit college in Indiana. I spent my whole life working too hard to waste it on a guy. I look at what I have now that was taken away then, and I think I'm happier than ever.
Anyway...It's exiting...and scary at the same time.
Schools been okay. I have that senioritis thing LoL. I dont wanna do fucking anything. I dont feel like I should have to! I just keep telling myself that it's one more month, then the APs are over and I dont have to care. Then school will just be easy.
So last night I went to the city with my Dad for this scholarship thing. So were in a Diner before it and my Dad went to the bathroom, and all of a sudden this woman (or so I thought) walks out and she starts talking. It was something about dogs...and shitting wherever you wanted...and something about how he was a man and he could even get a boyfriend. He/she was MAD . So he/she picks up her stuff and I had turned to like..look at what he/she was yelling at and he/she looked me dead in the eye. SHE HAD A BEARD! It was more like facial hair up and down the side of her face. Next thing I know she pushes her arms across the table and slams the glasses of water down and runs out o the place. And every table she passed she knocked down the water and was screaming. The whole place was DEAD silent, and I just started laughing. LoL.
Anyway..blah blah I'm in the scholarship classroom thing...and Christina Caputo was there. So we're talking to this other guy and he's like where are you going ? So I said Northeastern. Then this cute kid comes in and hes like "Oh so thats your Dad out there talking about Northeastern" and I was like OMG thats so embarassing and I flipped out. And he laughed and blah blah and he sat down right next to me! The whole test I was flipping distacted. The whole test we kind of were looking at each other and it was weird..but cute. I finsihed a while before him. I thought about sticking around to talk to him or even giving him my SN, but then I realized I was probably being silly and imagining things or something LoL...So I just got up and left.
The rest of the night was okay, but kind of awkward. We walked to some Jewish Deli that he always goes to. I had a hot dog. It was really good. We talked the whole time. It was okay, but sometimes it gets awkward. Like...if my Moms mentioned, it gets weird. And if something comes up sometimes he'll say like "When I used to live at home". And as we were leaving I was talking to the woman that worked there while he paid ...and we were talking about the weather or some retarted shit like that...and they have this cook book there that we have at home and the woman was like "Oh do you use it" and he was like "yeah..well....I did when I lived there HA HA" and I guess it wasnt funny to the woman because she didnt realize he got kicked out. Mad awkward.
Im going to MA and RI this weekend...but we're not leaving until Saturday so I get go out Friday...not too shabby.
I love you
I hate you
If you only knew what Ive been though...
xoxo