Comments | killogikill: to be or not to be

killogikill

to be or not to be

May 01, 2005 13:00

Well,... The party friday went well. Nothing to outrageous happened except for ryan puking on my couch... Iam actually glad i had the party. I was feeling really down on myself earlier friday so iam glad i had something to get it off my mind ( Read more... )

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singsinthedark May 1 2005, 10:34:59 UTC

I was just about to mention that you better not be suicidal, cuz I'd strangle you myself.

killogikill May 1 2005, 11:30:28 UTC

no... iam never suicidal, Iam just question life.

in_vivo May 1 2005, 10:44:29 UTC

I'm excited for your get togethers this summer.
that's always something that I miss.

killogikill May 1 2005, 11:28:47 UTC

well, i can't wait till you get back into town so you can make my parties outrageous!

killogikill May 1 2005, 13:44:49 UTC

BTW: with that piercing what do you mean by under? I can't figure where you wanna get that surface piercing at!?!?!?!

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killogikill May 1 2005, 13:39:53 UTC

Well thanks.. I love my positive aura too.. I like it when people say "Stevie your always so positive!". like sigmund freud says something along the line of "people see themselves the way they perceive other people see them as." understand?

It's kinda when iam in a positive mood and everyone sees me in a good light Iam happy. When iam a a negative mood and just down on myself that's how i feel other people see me.. ... therefor leading myself into a deeper depression.. I don't know it's not really about questioning life.

It's about excepting life!!!

All the negative can be a positive if i look at it in the right light!!!

and_why May 1 2005, 20:48:27 UTC

ya know it's really strange but i had this dream the other night and you met this really sweet girl who wasn't like, drop dead gorgeous, but she wasn't quite "homely," she was just perfect for a guy like you, steve. and things worked out really well for you. i mean, that could have just been from your last post and all... but i'm hopeful for you i suppose, cus you deserve it.

killogikill May 1 2005, 23:04:13 UTC

I <3 this comment... This post isn't necessary
about being lonely. it
seems to be more about
having no real long term goals! Nothing to really occupy my mind.
losing friends to long distance.

I just need to take up another good hobby
I would love to take up yoga, or maybe
community SERVICE?

THANX....