May 01, 2005 13:00
Well,... The party friday went well. Nothing to outrageous happened except for ryan puking on my couch... Iam actually glad i had the party. I was feeling really down on myself earlier friday so iam glad i had something to get it off my mind.
Iam usually an uplifted person, but lately i have been trying to figure what life might be about. I can't really figure out whether iam just super bored...or is life just super boring and if so is it even worth living?!?!?!
some people say that suicide is the easy way out, but i would have to disagree with them! You have to have to major balls to just kill yourself, not knowing what life is about afterwords(that's you elliot smith). don't worry i'am not being suicidal!