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i dont know where my head is anymore. i feel like i am living one never ending day. Im happy and i feel so alive one minute and then the next i realize how used and fucking lonely i am. i cant handle relationships. its fucked up how that unspoken 'i own you' shit comes up. Relationships shouldnt be like that. its so stupid. i try so hard to be a good 'girlfriend' but i fucking get shit on in the end. Being with somebody always holds me back, and i want to be free. i need to be me, and i cant lose touch of who i really am over one guy. i cant.