May 08, 2005 10:20
So, this weekend my parents went out of town and it was a blast. I felt like i was free of everything. I felt like i was on my own and i didnt have to worry about a curfew or anything gay. I went out with my friends everynight. I spent a lot of time with Sloan and i feel like i know him a lot more than i ever did. I feel a lot more comfortable around him now and i have to say that he is one of the most amazing people i have ever met. Its really new to me having a relationship that isnt one way. We both care about eachother a lot...and usually it is only one person. I have never had something that felt this real, and felt this okay. I feel secure with the whole thing...well, most of the time anyways.
And as for my friends, i feel like all of my friendships are starting to work out again. i mean...actually, everything is working out right now. (knock on wood) my friends, my love life, school is almost out...i hope things dont fuck up over summer or before....
whatev.