Mar 25, 2006 22:56
So...I went to the Youth Fair yesterday with my bestest friend Lo Lo and her friend Erika and Jens sis Jessica. hehe how fun! Lets just say Im a fat ass... I started with and Arepa....then chicharones...then an elephant ear...then corn on the cob....then doughnuts...cotton candy...and drinks etc etc. The rides were fun...and getting a group of rude ass people kicked out the line coz they thought they were cute and could skip the line...was fun too...the pictures...PRICELESS..."OMG they kiss Gay people" lmao (erika)...well that was that...I am going to be training for the assistant manager position soon...exciting..more money...my school situation has not been cleared yet, but hopefully my teachers wont be dicks and let me drop there classes without problem. And as far as home goes...my mom and I are kool..shes letting me be...who i am, so she says..but wants the communication between us to get better, as far as where I go and who im going with...so if i have a date with a guy...should i tell her???....I will anyways so yea...my stepdad keeps telling me its not over and we still have a lot to talk about and more praying to do...mmmm...i dunno...ill pray for my family and for other things going on but me being gay....wut do i need to pray about....i dunno i guess he still sees it as a struggle...but in order for my situation to be a struggle i would have to be fighting against something and im not...im gay...thats it.w/e I told my dad about school... he is ok with it..just wants me to finish...and i havent told him about me being gay yet but...i think he'll be ok...dunno...nervous...but he is my father and deserves to know...so yea...nobody else in my family knows yet...and neither does my church...ugh...that'll be interesting...anyway me and Jess are gonna hang out tomorrow after the meeting..FUN!! I luv my peeps on Lj...take care and keep it gangsta!!!