I'm dead inside.

I always ask the question... "Bakit hindi ako?"

Mabaet naman ako.

Hindi naman ako panget.

I am short. But height doesn't matter anyways.

Mabuti naman akong tao.

Bakit walang nagmamahal sa 'kin?

=(

DON'T ASK.
BITTER ENTRY.

It all started when I was 16 years old. While I was playing outside on my farm in California, I met a boy...

He was an average kind of boy who teased you and then you chased them and beat them up. After that first meeting in which I beat him up we kept on meeting and beating each other up at the fence. That only lasted for a little while though. We ( Read more... )

Maybe becoming a nun isn't such a bad idea...


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"im broke but im haaaaappy ( Read more... )

(Highschool--3rd year... I remember that this was the time when i really had my heart broken... I liked this guy, Donn Angelo--and i thought he liked me back, but turns out i was just bein played--he left me hanging... and turns out i was a bet. fuckit! Why do guys do this?! But anyway, i was expecting for him to come and rescue me from being too ( Read more... )

It's May1. Exactly 33 days before I leave the Philippines. And yes, nasasad ako pag iniisip kong aalis na ako ng bansa.

Ayoko na sanang umalis. Ngayon pa't dumarami na ang mga kaibigan ko dito sa bansa. =(

Naiiyak na nga ako kasi nagsisimula na kaming magbenta ng mga things namin like our car, van, my antique piano, our tv, basta our stuff. It's ( Read more... )

LOL ( Read more... )

i'm not desperate. pppfft! I'm only 20 and there's a whole new world waiting for me out there... and tho i'm quite scared of change, i'ma explore it face to face, head-on. who knows? i might actually find < love 3 in snowland...or not.
'cause right now,

"i am aware now."
"i am aware now."
I love to hate the thing called love. What is it anyway?...


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The Law of the Seed is this: (taken from Ate Charm's text message)

Most seeds never grow. for 1 apple tree to bear 500 apples, one needs 10 seeds.
In life, this principle might mean, you'll need to attend 20 interviews to get 1 job, talk to 50 people to sell 1 house.
If we really want to make things happen, we usually need to try more than once. ( Read more... )

'he' is someone that I could never ever reach. He is that someone I could never ever forget for I never reached him. He is standing tall on my pedestal, while I look-up at him, dreaming. He is that someone I'd forever dream of... and I wish some other one will be able to break the curse I swore upon myself. waaah deep!