Today was chill

Jul 10, 2004 03:51


If your'e not the special person this is addressed to, skip down a parafo.

Today is saturday, but yesterday, which past only a few hours ago, was friday; it was like any ordinary day i suppose. however there was something different about, something that caught my eye. for some reason, i dont know why, i feel i have neglected somebody very important to me. who i know cares if i dont talk to her, although she might not want to admit she cares to me, i know she does, and is hurt by it. and iam almost positive she has noticed this. for some odd reason girls tend to notice minute and very intricate aspects that which may be different or altered. i respect that. and i apologize. iam sorry. i guess i havent been keeping up with my half lately. and i dont know if this is the reason for some the feelings your'e feeling, but i dont want that to effect how you feel. i dont want you to be in a bad mood. i dont want you to feel sad and alone. i dont want you to feel bored and listless all day. i dont want you to question the meaning of your life. iam sorry if any of this can be payable upon my actions. you know i only want the best for you and love you with all my heart. i just wish there is something i can do. i try my best by inviting you and making tentative plans with you but they never ever seem to be attainable. i dont know what to do to make you happy again. and i am being to run out of time.

For ordinary folks:

Today was chill. i was supposed to work today, but as it turns out my boss' truck wasnt starting, so needless to say i didnt work. however i did do something productive. i hung out with my much over-scheduled friend marty whose become a work-a-holic. its a disease really and he is never available during the day. so anyways, we hang out, get a bite to eat, and basically chill. oh, and get ice cream. then later we went to celebrate my b-day with our old youth leader Mark Underwood. got some sushi and went to see anchorman. which if i might add, was hilarious. and then denny's at midnight for a shake. then spent the night at marty's house. so its been chill.
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