Jul 01, 2004 15:25
I am sooo amazed. Iam just amazed and speechless. I have met somebody unlike any other. I am completely content and am well aware of the consequences of breaking up. Its gonna be emotional and one of the saddening moments of my life. On a lighter note, she inspires me and makes me feel alive. I've had sooo much fun in so little time it scares me. Its unreal. Unlike anything i have experienced in my life. I've been playing guitar alot and going through the motions. Iam just now becoming comfortable with it in my arms. Its beautiful really. Anyways, Friday is my sweet sixteen and iam really pysched. Its gonna be good and stuff. I have no idea what i am getting but hopefully its good. I am sure it will be. Gonna get some pizza and just chill. its great. I've finally started running again. I kinda took a week off and i dont know if i should have. Too late now, i've started again and iam in pretty good shape. Topping at about 130lbs now and toning some muscle. Oh and work is good as well. Luckily iam now making about 10 bucks an hour. The work is medium to semi-hard work. Its drywall. but it pays good. Life seems like it cant get any better. It just feels so good all of a sudden.
In California Mode
-Blake