the best time of my life
first time i talked to him n 4ever
i still love him
maybe we have another chance called him n told him i missed him did i do the wrong thing by telling him that? no one knows how bad i miss him Every night i go to sleep thinking of him no matter whats going on NO MATTER WHAT!!!! i swear he is all i want n i will be happy i will go to school i will be every thing i was before i ended it 1-26-05 my life has been hell since!!! 10-15-04 BEST TIME of my life he made me feel like i was every thing he was all i need to live it was great!!! i loved him so much n i still do i cant believe i fucked this up u want to kno the reason i broke up with him was because i thought i liked some one else when i really didnt n i loved him so much he didnt even no i dont care if he suxs at every thing BUT he is the best lover ever i dont need sex or ne thing to kno u loved me all i need is ur arm around me saying u love me n knowing nothing will change that BABY i miss u last night i realized whats wrong with me KNOWING I CAN NEVER HAVE HIM BACK!! if he calls me tonight maybe we will talk about us!! i hope he does im going to call him at 8:30 i have too I NEED TO HEAR HIS VOICE EVERY CHANCE I GET!! do u no how it feels to want some thing u never will have??well i do n it suxsso bad i hate it every moment i live knowing i dont have him suxs it makes me want to die to make every thing worse i saw HIM yesterday It suxed so bad i couldnt say ne thing to him!!!=( i need him but i dont know what is so great about him Why am i saying all this its not like he will read this!!! maybe i will read it to him I DUNNO!!! all i can say is only if he knew how i felt every day of my life with out him My life with out him SUXS ass n i want to die every aching moment i dont have him n my arms ne more n i have no one to hold me NO ONE if ihad some one i would be better but as u see i have no one!!!!! n if i didnt love him then i wouldnt have a C on my ankle yea its his intial the first time i met him i did it i knew it was love at first site n for me it was well im going to go do some thing I DUNNO WHAT all i have left to say is i love him n i would die for him!!! i need u back!!!<3
i love him
call me if u need me
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