(no subject)
this was probably a mistake:
do you even know me at all anymore?
decide i have no sense of humour, ignore this completely, whatever you like.. but you have really not been a good friend lately. you used to be one of the best, so i'm sorry if my missing that puts a downer on your day.
oh wait, that would be assuming that you gave a shit, and that really isn't the case these days, is it?
whatever, joe.
---
i am so fed up, stressed out and tired. i feel like i'm at breaking point and i don't fucking CARE how much this was my fault or not, the fact of the matter is i have been incapable of working this entire fucking term. it goes so far beyond the lack of motivation or general laziness that have characterised the rest of my degree - things always got done in the end with that, but this just... isn't. hasn't. won't.
i have not remotely been myself for MONTHS, and it would be nice if more than perhaps 3 people cared enough to think that that made a difference, that it mattered. it would be nice if the guy who used to know me better than anyone knew when the fuck to stop, or not to take the piss, or just to be fucking supportive for once in his life.
if you can't say something nice, don't say nothin' at all.
do you even know me at all anymore?
decide i have no sense of humour, ignore this completely, whatever you like.. but you have really not been a good friend lately. you used to be one of the best, so i'm sorry if my missing that puts a downer on your day.
oh wait, that would be assuming that you gave a shit, and that really isn't the case these days, is it?
whatever, joe.
---
i am so fed up, stressed out and tired. i feel like i'm at breaking point and i don't fucking CARE how much this was my fault or not, the fact of the matter is i have been incapable of working this entire fucking term. it goes so far beyond the lack of motivation or general laziness that have characterised the rest of my degree - things always got done in the end with that, but this just... isn't. hasn't. won't.
i have not remotely been myself for MONTHS, and it would be nice if more than perhaps 3 people cared enough to think that that made a difference, that it mattered. it would be nice if the guy who used to know me better than anyone knew when the fuck to stop, or not to take the piss, or just to be fucking supportive for once in his life.
if you can't say something nice, don't say nothin' at all.