Apr 26, 2005 12:40
The following is not for you to read.
If you've hesitated, then do not read.
No offense, it's just not for you.
Ever wonder what the fuck am I doing? No really think about it for a second, honestly ponder over the thought of what is it we are here for and what are we going to do with the time we have. Have you thought about it. Do you have an answer? If No then good, you are just like me, and just like everyone else.
If your answer is, well "We are here to make the best of our life.." I say you are full of shit. Because most people who say this really don't heed their own advice. You say this but really don't do anything about it. Instead of stopping to smell the roses you would rather get high and play video games. And keep in mind I am talking about myself too.
How do we really make ourselves happy? Will we ever be? Or will we just hate and loathe other people over stupid things.
Think about one person you hate... Now think about why. If you think you've come up with a valid excuse you are wrong again.
Why do you hate? Is there really any reason to your so called "Anger"?
What do you think life would be like if you could extinguish fear/angst/hate/anxiety. Could you then truly understand how to live?
Are you happy? Do you look at yourself in the mirror and smile? Or does the very image of yourself make you want to vomit.
How about love. Do you believe in it? Do you accept it? Do you understand that people do amazing and stupid things when they are in love. And love also stirs up emotions we never thought we had and never thought we ever wanted to feel.
Have you ever had your heartbroken? Can you forgive and forget? Or would you rather bury that pain so far in your stomach that it creates a ulcer that eats away at your stomach lining like pacman to power pellets.
It takes more energy to frown then it does to smile.
So cheer the fuck up world and give each other a hug, because it takes waaaaaayyy more energy to hold a grudge then it does to forgive people.
-t0ny