ready yet?
I'm about ready to blow my brains out again. FUCK I'm tired of this shit, first it's my mom then Kim what the fuck? All the things my dad told me I could've had an older sister if my mom hadn't had an abortion, could have had a daughter if sarah hadn't had an abortion, kim breaks up with me and gives me no rreason, then the day before what would have been 7 months she tells me she found someone else. I'm sick of this. I just wanna leave and never come back..... i wanna go and live somewhere that if I'd die today, no one would know for years. that would be my final fuck you to everyone that said they "cared" yeah whatever, its human nature none of these fucking people care. I guess all i can do is wait for death cause me trying to be happy seems impossible, everytime i get happy something horrible happens.