alone at work.
I'm finally doing something with my brother tomorrow! This will be the first time I'm actually hanging out with him since the smashing pumpkins show last year. He's changed a lot.. or maybe I've changed but he does have a lot of issues and he's happy living the life of a bum but thats just another reason why I love him. We'll be taking pictures at all the neat spots down Hines Drive.
I seriously really used to look up to him. But the older we get the more I notice how he tends to use people dry or breaks their hearts.
I found a perfect dress for my zombified Marilyn Monroe costume! It's more of a 50's dress than a hollywood marilyn dress.. it'll be like what she was wearing as she died overdosing on pills. I would of been able to wear it to two other halloween party's last weekend if I wasn't constantly blowing out green slime from my nose. But I have two other ones to go to this weekend so it's okay.
So picture taking is starting to become less and less amusing to me. It's starting to become more of a chore now than anything. I honestly don't think I'm all that good anyways. Maybe it's just the subject matter that I usually do. I miss the old days when I first started doing it just for fun.. thats when it was the best. Now when I'm trying to pursue a career out of it it's starting to really not interest me. But maybe that's how it is with everything.
Either way I'm going back to school in the winter. After work today I'm going to dinner with Laurey and were gonna figure out our classes together. I'm really excited to go back.. even though it'll rob me of my orange vw beetle. :(
Ever since I got back from Chicago, Derek and I have been doing amazing!
Chicago is amazing!
Corn Maze tonight!
Oh! And I had the best sex last night!
I seriously really used to look up to him. But the older we get the more I notice how he tends to use people dry or breaks their hearts.
I found a perfect dress for my zombified Marilyn Monroe costume! It's more of a 50's dress than a hollywood marilyn dress.. it'll be like what she was wearing as she died overdosing on pills. I would of been able to wear it to two other halloween party's last weekend if I wasn't constantly blowing out green slime from my nose. But I have two other ones to go to this weekend so it's okay.
So picture taking is starting to become less and less amusing to me. It's starting to become more of a chore now than anything. I honestly don't think I'm all that good anyways. Maybe it's just the subject matter that I usually do. I miss the old days when I first started doing it just for fun.. thats when it was the best. Now when I'm trying to pursue a career out of it it's starting to really not interest me. But maybe that's how it is with everything.
Either way I'm going back to school in the winter. After work today I'm going to dinner with Laurey and were gonna figure out our classes together. I'm really excited to go back.. even though it'll rob me of my orange vw beetle. :(
Ever since I got back from Chicago, Derek and I have been doing amazing!
Chicago is amazing!
Corn Maze tonight!
Oh! And I had the best sex last night!