update
he called last night.
i was so happy. i missed his voice so much! im tryign really hard to see him. i was gunna go see him today but i couldnt. hes so beautiful. i dotn care if he thinks hes changed he is the most beautiful person iv ever met. so i decided. im going to marry him and he is the one im spending the rest of my life with. now you may all think im crazy and over board but... liek i said once before. take something you can't live a day without. soemthing that you just cant imagin your life without. and take it away for a week. you'll die inside i know you will... well i die a little more inside every day with out him. the only reason im still alive is cuz i love him and i believe he loves me. lets really really hope... so yeah madly in love and i will see him soon... no matter what it takes!!
i was so happy. i missed his voice so much! im tryign really hard to see him. i was gunna go see him today but i couldnt. hes so beautiful. i dotn care if he thinks hes changed he is the most beautiful person iv ever met. so i decided. im going to marry him and he is the one im spending the rest of my life with. now you may all think im crazy and over board but... liek i said once before. take something you can't live a day without. soemthing that you just cant imagin your life without. and take it away for a week. you'll die inside i know you will... well i die a little more inside every day with out him. the only reason im still alive is cuz i love him and i believe he loves me. lets really really hope... so yeah madly in love and i will see him soon... no matter what it takes!!