Aug 10, 2005 03:38
I’ve left you away. I never would have thought we would be here, nor have come this far. Three years ago you were just a dream, and now you are nothing more than a queen of hearts among others. The love from your kiss was pure passion and the look in your eyes were far from weak. The way your strands of hair weaved in and out of itself was brilliant in the most beautiful way. Your smile makes my heart explode and your laughter brings me to my knees. How I long for the next time fate pushes us together. I so long to hold you next.
For now, I can only stare at your creation; your gift to me. I can only imagine your fingers as they move so delicately across the image of my face. I took it all for granted and I tore it all apart as if I wanted more. With my own breath, I sent you away. I've left you away. I've never felt so alone.
I fear for my life. I fear for our future. I fear for our children that may not be. We must not change what God has promised us but I fear that may already have. Bless me, Father, oh Holy Ghost, for I have sinned against fate, I have sinned against life, and most importantly, I have sinned against you. I pray you give me the strength to right the wrong and never move on. I pray she pours into my heart just as I pour into hers.
May love never tear us apart. And with this I pray: "Oh Father, who art in heaven, holy be thy name. Thy Kingdom come, thy will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven. Give me this day my daily bread and please forgive me for my sins, as I forgive those who sin against me. Lead me not into temptation but deliver me from evil. For Thine is the Kingdom, the Power, and the Glory, forever and ever, Amen."
For you are my Heart. You are my Soul. You are my Love. You are my Thoughts. You are my Eyes. You are my Dreams. You are my Victories. You are my Defeats. You are my Beauty. You are my Strength. You are my Lust. You are my Passion. You are my Jealousy. You are my Castle. You are my Temple. You are my Kingdom. You are my Power. You are my Glory. You are my Life.
Without you, I am Incomplete...