everything ishappening all at once
holy shit, ok so im on my rag and been alone for like 4 days watching movies, growing closer to trout. gawd, i would be depressed by now, but im so stoked for what lies ahead. ok so i was seeing this guy ryan in phoenix, but he was so hot/cold but we still agreed to meet during Isaac's birthday party me jay and zasha are going to, on the 24th. not only will i not be hooking up with him and discussing the possibilities of moving in with him, because A) im on o my rag but B) and even bigger B)!!! ive met some one kind of i mean we havent met its a long story, it goes like this.
hanging in flagstaff for a month and a half, ive gotten to know some cool kids, and some assholes of course.. but it gets weird when i go down to phoenix and meet up with a friend i knew from portland, he knows miles and clark, and ben from new york is there visiting so its an extra special get together and turns to reminiscence and nostalgia. its nice everyone says i should meet their friend in austin since im headed there, i hear that from phoenix friends and flagstaff friends, so finally miles gives me his number, i call him and we instantly click, hes very strange and interesting, and also very interested in meeting me, to my surprise we end up texting every day since then, i think we didnt talk for like a day. well the more we talk the more it seems he is interested in me.
he offered me a home to stay for a month.
he bought me a bike (50 bucks) so i could get around.
he tells me im rad and beautiful everyday.
he talked to his landlord and roomate to make sure it was ok.
i think hes the sweetest person, and its crazy how everyone was adamant on us meeting
and that he has expressed he has feelings for me and is sure they will grow once we meet.
so back to B)theres this wonderful man that is sweet as can be that adores me so much already, i feel for once i could do this, fall in love with some one that sees me in a high regard as well. but only time can tell.
he told me he was worried he would fall in love with me and not want me to go, who knows what i would do in that situation, to cancel my plans for a while or maybe continue on and come back to him? what if the chemistry isnt there? cest la vie? i hope it is, he is wonderful and seems ready to have a best friend and lover, we will be sharting his bed when i arrive..
oh shit there is more, i met another guy that lives in austin, his name is drew, i met him via the interweb, ideally i wanted him to show me around austin, and he had agreed but now things have evolved ever so rapidly yet wonderfully with tyler, i dont think i can hang out with a possible love interest, i just dont know if me hanging out with someone else would compromise what i have with tyler, but they both text me everyday, i just dont know why i get myself into these things. i mean me and tyler are just friends at this point entertaining the idea of a partnership. i mean he went on a date with a woman the other day he said, but he also said he would wait for me from now on, because im the only one he wants to spend time with. aye yi yi. i dont know what to do. to tell him that im going to hang out with someone else when i arrive, or to tell drew im already involved with some one in texas even though i dont even live there yet? first world problems
hanging in flagstaff for a month and a half, ive gotten to know some cool kids, and some assholes of course.. but it gets weird when i go down to phoenix and meet up with a friend i knew from portland, he knows miles and clark, and ben from new york is there visiting so its an extra special get together and turns to reminiscence and nostalgia. its nice everyone says i should meet their friend in austin since im headed there, i hear that from phoenix friends and flagstaff friends, so finally miles gives me his number, i call him and we instantly click, hes very strange and interesting, and also very interested in meeting me, to my surprise we end up texting every day since then, i think we didnt talk for like a day. well the more we talk the more it seems he is interested in me.
he offered me a home to stay for a month.
he bought me a bike (50 bucks) so i could get around.
he tells me im rad and beautiful everyday.
he talked to his landlord and roomate to make sure it was ok.
i think hes the sweetest person, and its crazy how everyone was adamant on us meeting
and that he has expressed he has feelings for me and is sure they will grow once we meet.
so back to B)theres this wonderful man that is sweet as can be that adores me so much already, i feel for once i could do this, fall in love with some one that sees me in a high regard as well. but only time can tell.
he told me he was worried he would fall in love with me and not want me to go, who knows what i would do in that situation, to cancel my plans for a while or maybe continue on and come back to him? what if the chemistry isnt there? cest la vie? i hope it is, he is wonderful and seems ready to have a best friend and lover, we will be sharting his bed when i arrive..
oh shit there is more, i met another guy that lives in austin, his name is drew, i met him via the interweb, ideally i wanted him to show me around austin, and he had agreed but now things have evolved ever so rapidly yet wonderfully with tyler, i dont think i can hang out with a possible love interest, i just dont know if me hanging out with someone else would compromise what i have with tyler, but they both text me everyday, i just dont know why i get myself into these things. i mean me and tyler are just friends at this point entertaining the idea of a partnership. i mean he went on a date with a woman the other day he said, but he also said he would wait for me from now on, because im the only one he wants to spend time with. aye yi yi. i dont know what to do. to tell him that im going to hang out with someone else when i arrive, or to tell drew im already involved with some one in texas even though i dont even live there yet? first world problems