HAPPY FUCKING NEW YEAR!!! :)))))))
OK, SO I FORGOT I HAD ONE OF THESE, AND THEN I WAS LIKE OH SHIT YA
im at work right now, and thats when i usually get on the interwebs and type it up... ok so i was getting severely depressed toward the end of the year, and yes it had to do with love. i was juggling guys like i always end up doing which i hate but it just happens. well in my defense i was seeing the texan guitar player i wasnt sure about and when the clown from montana came to live at my house we spent all this time together, and he ran away to new orleans. so that broke my heart. but as the new year came up i promised myself to stay out of that pity me mentality, hes happy im happy whatever. im over it, and the texan kinda vanished. so there it is free, to think of me. and my life thank god. i work and play music, its just how it is. the band is off its hiatus, and soon we got shows sooo, that will once again consume me whole, but i got a different way of looking at it. things are fine. keeping it possi. well then the new year came, and i ended up with a cutie in my bed. oops! what did i say about not doing that... its ok we didnt hook up, although i know he wanted to.. certain things told me so. but i gave him my number if he wants something real... he can call. i dont wanna juggle nothing but my devil sticks. which i am learning to use and soon will spin fire my pretties, and bely dance tribal fusion style. while hula hooping... men are only a distraction at this point unless it is the right man. ok i had my eye on one man, he i think feels the same for me, but he was always off and on, and i aint trying to steal anyone away. but everytime he is rid of her, he always chats me up all friendly like, he is a good trust worthy person i can tell. so tonight... we are rolling sushi together, and perhaps go for a late night walk? he wants to take a look at my broken bike. beirut plays on the speakers, im feeling the hope of a good wholesome relationship. of truth. im excited. lets the seasons begin.
aside from that.
things will go good.
im still debating mardi gras... i dont want to see lom. but i want to be there.
its been my goal for such a long time and to abandon it now? 400 invested into it? why not, better than drinking it away...
im trimming down and learning to appreciate my shape. go!!! self esteem!!!!
ive got a ukrainian pen pal. named oleg. hes really smart and i love him. maybe one day we can meet and be best friends!!!
what else....? oh i love viso
im at work right now, and thats when i usually get on the interwebs and type it up... ok so i was getting severely depressed toward the end of the year, and yes it had to do with love. i was juggling guys like i always end up doing which i hate but it just happens. well in my defense i was seeing the texan guitar player i wasnt sure about and when the clown from montana came to live at my house we spent all this time together, and he ran away to new orleans. so that broke my heart. but as the new year came up i promised myself to stay out of that pity me mentality, hes happy im happy whatever. im over it, and the texan kinda vanished. so there it is free, to think of me. and my life thank god. i work and play music, its just how it is. the band is off its hiatus, and soon we got shows sooo, that will once again consume me whole, but i got a different way of looking at it. things are fine. keeping it possi. well then the new year came, and i ended up with a cutie in my bed. oops! what did i say about not doing that... its ok we didnt hook up, although i know he wanted to.. certain things told me so. but i gave him my number if he wants something real... he can call. i dont wanna juggle nothing but my devil sticks. which i am learning to use and soon will spin fire my pretties, and bely dance tribal fusion style. while hula hooping... men are only a distraction at this point unless it is the right man. ok i had my eye on one man, he i think feels the same for me, but he was always off and on, and i aint trying to steal anyone away. but everytime he is rid of her, he always chats me up all friendly like, he is a good trust worthy person i can tell. so tonight... we are rolling sushi together, and perhaps go for a late night walk? he wants to take a look at my broken bike. beirut plays on the speakers, im feeling the hope of a good wholesome relationship. of truth. im excited. lets the seasons begin.
aside from that.
things will go good.
im still debating mardi gras... i dont want to see lom. but i want to be there.
its been my goal for such a long time and to abandon it now? 400 invested into it? why not, better than drinking it away...
im trimming down and learning to appreciate my shape. go!!! self esteem!!!!
ive got a ukrainian pen pal. named oleg. hes really smart and i love him. maybe one day we can meet and be best friends!!!
what else....? oh i love viso