Fic: I Believe [One-Shot]
Title: I Believe
Pairing/s: OT5; minor YunJae, YooSu and HoMin.
Genre: Angst (attempted angst, actually)
Rating: PG-13, just to be safe.
Disclaimer: I do not own nor personally know the characters involved in this story. I merely adore them.
Summary: "BooJae, keep believing, okay?"
A/N: I just finished watching MAMA and I really cried after hearing JaeJoong's speech. His voice was quivering, and JunSu and YooChun looked like they were about to cry as well. The title, by the way is inspired by what the fans were screaming when the three were about to leave the stage. "MIDOYO~" Hope you enjoy this lamely written fic. Comment and enjoy. :]
ChangMin, my little brother. How are you? Are you doing okay? Are you eating well? Is YunHo taking care of you?
Min, do you know that your hyungs miss you? We three miss the calm and peace of mind you give us. We miss the loving smiles and caring pats after every show. We miss the slightly burnt food you cook for us when I become too lazy to cook. We miss your long limbs sprawled on the couch, taking every inch of space. We miss your whines and commands. Over all, we just miss YOU, Min.
Our magnae, we're trying our best to stay strong for the group, just like the two of you. We'll be together again soon, right? If not, you'll still remember your overly happy JunSu-hyung, your sensitive YooChun-hyung and your overly protective JaeJoong-hyung, right?
Once, I wrote that you'll forever be the youngest. Which, of course, is true when you're with the four of us. But ChangMin, our cute little cat, even if you're the youngest, you give us the most joy. Without ChangMin, there is no TVXQ. Right?
I love you, ChangMin. Remeber that.
~JaeJoong.
YunHo, how are you? I wasn't able to teach you how to cook. Now, I'm worried you're not taking care of our dongsaeng enough.
YunHo, I'm sorry. I know I promised that we'll always stick together. But you know I had to make a decision. You know I don't want to be suffocated anymore. And just so you know, I respect your desicion to stand by SM. It is what you believe is right and I have nothing against that. But I just want you to know that it hurts knowing you didn't stand by the three of us. But it's okay. I still respect that.
YunHo, you still believe us, right? Even slightly, you still do, right? You still believe that the three of us can make it home to you and ChangMin, right?
Writing this letter, my heart is aching. I love you, YunHo, I really do. Having this thing separate us is killing me, but I have to stay strong. For myself, for you, my other half, and for our members.
Yun, one last thing. We're still TVXQ,right? Even when we live in separate places, eat different food and go to opposite directions, we're still TVXQ, right?
Love you,
JaeJoong.
He folded the letter and sat on his bed, deep in thought and trying not to cry.
"Hyung."
The door was ajar and Min's head popped out.
He was crying. His eyes were red and puffy. He looked like a very cute imitation of Rudolf the reindeer.
"Yes, Min?"
"JaeJoong left me a letter before they went off to the MAMA."
"He left me one, too."
And they sat there on YunHo's bed, silently comforting each other's bruised hearts.
ChangMin switched the TV on to release some of the tension and he stopped at a station broadcastig the said awarding event.
"To our fans who are watching and possibly our two friends who are watching, I wanted to say that I love you."
ChangMin's tears broke out again, and YunHo was trying to stop his from falling.
His hands unconsciously reached for his cell phone on the bedside table and dialed the number he knew by heart.
"Hello?" a heart breaking sob greeted him.
"Joongie." he finally cried.
JaeJoong placed the call on speaker so the other two would hear, as YunHo did the same for ChangMin.
The five started crying.
"Guys, we'll always be TVXQ, alright? Don't forget that." their leader sobbed. And the crying grew louder.
"5-1=0, right?" and 'YES's were thrown.
ChangMin said goodbye to JaeJoong first and excused himself, locking himself in his room. JunSu and YooChun wandered off to a safer, quiter place to pour out their emotions.
"BooJae, keep believing, okay?"
"Forever, Yunnie. Midoyo."
NOTE: I'm sorry this sucked. I don't really feel good. My stomach despises me and my head hurts too much. And the MAMA didn't help either. I can't think straight, like literally. My head keeps wandering off to far places. I'm sorry. Forgive.
Pairing/s: OT5; minor YunJae, YooSu and HoMin.
Genre: Angst (attempted angst, actually)
Rating: PG-13, just to be safe.
Disclaimer: I do not own nor personally know the characters involved in this story. I merely adore them.
Summary: "BooJae, keep believing, okay?"
A/N: I just finished watching MAMA and I really cried after hearing JaeJoong's speech. His voice was quivering, and JunSu and YooChun looked like they were about to cry as well. The title, by the way is inspired by what the fans were screaming when the three were about to leave the stage. "MIDOYO~" Hope you enjoy this lamely written fic. Comment and enjoy. :]
ChangMin, my little brother. How are you? Are you doing okay? Are you eating well? Is YunHo taking care of you?
Min, do you know that your hyungs miss you? We three miss the calm and peace of mind you give us. We miss the loving smiles and caring pats after every show. We miss the slightly burnt food you cook for us when I become too lazy to cook. We miss your long limbs sprawled on the couch, taking every inch of space. We miss your whines and commands. Over all, we just miss YOU, Min.
Our magnae, we're trying our best to stay strong for the group, just like the two of you. We'll be together again soon, right? If not, you'll still remember your overly happy JunSu-hyung, your sensitive YooChun-hyung and your overly protective JaeJoong-hyung, right?
Once, I wrote that you'll forever be the youngest. Which, of course, is true when you're with the four of us. But ChangMin, our cute little cat, even if you're the youngest, you give us the most joy. Without ChangMin, there is no TVXQ. Right?
I love you, ChangMin. Remeber that.
~JaeJoong.
YunHo, how are you? I wasn't able to teach you how to cook. Now, I'm worried you're not taking care of our dongsaeng enough.
YunHo, I'm sorry. I know I promised that we'll always stick together. But you know I had to make a decision. You know I don't want to be suffocated anymore. And just so you know, I respect your desicion to stand by SM. It is what you believe is right and I have nothing against that. But I just want you to know that it hurts knowing you didn't stand by the three of us. But it's okay. I still respect that.
YunHo, you still believe us, right? Even slightly, you still do, right? You still believe that the three of us can make it home to you and ChangMin, right?
Writing this letter, my heart is aching. I love you, YunHo, I really do. Having this thing separate us is killing me, but I have to stay strong. For myself, for you, my other half, and for our members.
Yun, one last thing. We're still TVXQ,right? Even when we live in separate places, eat different food and go to opposite directions, we're still TVXQ, right?
Love you,
JaeJoong.
He folded the letter and sat on his bed, deep in thought and trying not to cry.
"Hyung."
The door was ajar and Min's head popped out.
He was crying. His eyes were red and puffy. He looked like a very cute imitation of Rudolf the reindeer.
"Yes, Min?"
"JaeJoong left me a letter before they went off to the MAMA."
"He left me one, too."
And they sat there on YunHo's bed, silently comforting each other's bruised hearts.
ChangMin switched the TV on to release some of the tension and he stopped at a station broadcastig the said awarding event.
"To our fans who are watching and possibly our two friends who are watching, I wanted to say that I love you."
ChangMin's tears broke out again, and YunHo was trying to stop his from falling.
His hands unconsciously reached for his cell phone on the bedside table and dialed the number he knew by heart.
"Hello?" a heart breaking sob greeted him.
"Joongie." he finally cried.
JaeJoong placed the call on speaker so the other two would hear, as YunHo did the same for ChangMin.
The five started crying.
"Guys, we'll always be TVXQ, alright? Don't forget that." their leader sobbed. And the crying grew louder.
"5-1=0, right?" and 'YES's were thrown.
ChangMin said goodbye to JaeJoong first and excused himself, locking himself in his room. JunSu and YooChun wandered off to a safer, quiter place to pour out their emotions.
"BooJae, keep believing, okay?"
"Forever, Yunnie. Midoyo."
NOTE: I'm sorry this sucked. I don't really feel good. My stomach despises me and my head hurts too much. And the MAMA didn't help either. I can't think straight, like literally. My head keeps wandering off to far places. I'm sorry. Forgive.