I'm still alive
I haven't fallen off the face of the earth...although sometimes it feels like I have.
I've been so incredibly busy that it's driving me insane. Sometimes I just want to quit school because it's so much work, but I somehow manage to stick with it. I think it's just this semester. Being pregnant and not having enough time to complete 45 hours of observations makes it a lot more difficult. I've completed about 21 hours by now but that means 24 more to go! It's getting more and more difficult though. On Friday I had the beginnings of a cold and had to leave from my observations early. My entire body ached and I couldn't stand on my feet any longer.
I can only hope our dear little Elias stays in until I'm done with this semester. That's not how my luck works though. Watch, he'll decide to show up at 37 weeks. I want to be able to eagerly await for his arrival. In fact, I really can't wait to see him, but at the same time I don't want him to come until on or after his due date (12/15). *sigh*
Everyday I still consider taking a medical leave of absence from school...just for my sanity. I fear that all this stress will push me into labor and I don't want that. Only 5 more weeks...then I'll be done for the semester and likely have a little bundle in my arms. I should have waited another month before getting myself pregnant. haha
We got the car fixed. Well, mom payed for it. Gosh, what would I do without her? It cost almost $600 to bend the roof back into some sort of shape and replace the windshield. :X The roof still looks banged up. My poor car. Now I need to take it back to the mechanic tomorrow because the brake light keeps popping on while I'm driving and I read online that it indicates a problem in the ABS system. Great...
I don't feel like doing anything. Well, I do feel like taking a nap, but I was more so referring to homework. I have a paper due for history on Friday. I have yet to start it because I don't even know where to begin. I really should have withdrawn from that class but Friday was the last chance and now it's too late. *cries* I also have a linear algebra test on Wednesday and I expect it to be very difficult. Do I feel like studying? No.
I'm full of complaints today. To add to my discomfort, now my tooth aches. Brilliant! Just what I wanted.
I've been so incredibly busy that it's driving me insane. Sometimes I just want to quit school because it's so much work, but I somehow manage to stick with it. I think it's just this semester. Being pregnant and not having enough time to complete 45 hours of observations makes it a lot more difficult. I've completed about 21 hours by now but that means 24 more to go! It's getting more and more difficult though. On Friday I had the beginnings of a cold and had to leave from my observations early. My entire body ached and I couldn't stand on my feet any longer.
I can only hope our dear little Elias stays in until I'm done with this semester. That's not how my luck works though. Watch, he'll decide to show up at 37 weeks. I want to be able to eagerly await for his arrival. In fact, I really can't wait to see him, but at the same time I don't want him to come until on or after his due date (12/15). *sigh*
Everyday I still consider taking a medical leave of absence from school...just for my sanity. I fear that all this stress will push me into labor and I don't want that. Only 5 more weeks...then I'll be done for the semester and likely have a little bundle in my arms. I should have waited another month before getting myself pregnant. haha
We got the car fixed. Well, mom payed for it. Gosh, what would I do without her? It cost almost $600 to bend the roof back into some sort of shape and replace the windshield. :X The roof still looks banged up. My poor car. Now I need to take it back to the mechanic tomorrow because the brake light keeps popping on while I'm driving and I read online that it indicates a problem in the ABS system. Great...
I don't feel like doing anything. Well, I do feel like taking a nap, but I was more so referring to homework. I have a paper due for history on Friday. I have yet to start it because I don't even know where to begin. I really should have withdrawn from that class but Friday was the last chance and now it's too late. *cries* I also have a linear algebra test on Wednesday and I expect it to be very difficult. Do I feel like studying? No.
I'm full of complaints today. To add to my discomfort, now my tooth aches. Brilliant! Just what I wanted.