A FYI
....I need to get this off my chest. I'm sure many of you know that I read fanfiction and have my favorite ships in fandom.
But what in the world is with the huge surge of self insert fics? Or even self insert MALE fics?! How many dudes read/write fanfiction? It's a bit disturbing if I do say so myself.
In other words, I'm totally dying in all my classes. I just can't seem to muster the motivation to care anymore. I have missed more classes this quarter than I ever have in the past six years. I'm more behind than I ever have been. I'm totally screwed for the group assignment in Marketing class---we present on Tuesday and we're not even done with the paper! D:
Sometimes my missing class can't be helped, like if I overslept, missed my bus or I have something major due in the next three hours and I'm nowhere near happy with my product. Sometimes it's because I have to attend a group meeting for another class (or for frigging GCC, I'll get to that in another post) or because I am not feeling that great (I've been the sickest/most sleep deprived this quarter than I have have been for the past four years). But a lot of the time, crap, I just don't want to leave my bed.
I feel terrible about it, but the class that I"m missing the most of (besides Geology which is a joke) is Chinese. It's early in the morning (8:30) and my teacher has a policy that if you're late by 10 minutes, you get no points for the day. The class is also across campus, so it's at least a 15 minute brisk walk in the morning. The class is also small, 15 students or something, so it's obvious who skips and who doesn't. I've had weeks where I missed two out of five days .___. It's mostly due to me, you know, FAILING AT LIFE AT WAKING UP ON TIME after pulling a pseudo-all nighter staring at my computer screen in a zombie trance.
Crap, I don't know what to do. I'm so frustrated and disappointed with myself.
But what in the world is with the huge surge of self insert fics? Or even self insert MALE fics?! How many dudes read/write fanfiction? It's a bit disturbing if I do say so myself.
In other words, I'm totally dying in all my classes. I just can't seem to muster the motivation to care anymore. I have missed more classes this quarter than I ever have in the past six years. I'm more behind than I ever have been. I'm totally screwed for the group assignment in Marketing class---we present on Tuesday and we're not even done with the paper! D:
Sometimes my missing class can't be helped, like if I overslept, missed my bus or I have something major due in the next three hours and I'm nowhere near happy with my product. Sometimes it's because I have to attend a group meeting for another class (or for frigging GCC, I'll get to that in another post) or because I am not feeling that great (I've been the sickest/most sleep deprived this quarter than I have have been for the past four years). But a lot of the time, crap, I just don't want to leave my bed.
I feel terrible about it, but the class that I"m missing the most of (besides Geology which is a joke) is Chinese. It's early in the morning (8:30) and my teacher has a policy that if you're late by 10 minutes, you get no points for the day. The class is also across campus, so it's at least a 15 minute brisk walk in the morning. The class is also small, 15 students or something, so it's obvious who skips and who doesn't. I've had weeks where I missed two out of five days .___. It's mostly due to me, you know, FAILING AT LIFE AT WAKING UP ON TIME after pulling a pseudo-all nighter staring at my computer screen in a zombie trance.
Crap, I don't know what to do. I'm so frustrated and disappointed with myself.