Our last goodbye(KaiXUruha, oneshot)
Title: Our last goodbye
Author: Mizuki(me)
Theme: III.16 spirited away
Claim: Kai x Uruha
Pairing(s): Kai x Uruha (Not clear mentions of seme and uke.)
Genre: angst
Ratings:PG(?)
Warnings: It’s kinda angsty/sad. Not beta-readed and English is not my first language, so there can be a few grammatica errors>>;
Written for the challenge comm 4seasons_rabu
Summary:
Dear Uruha, Reita, ruki and Aoi
When you will read this, I am already gone….
Comments: So…my first time writing a fic with a specific theme^^; I hope you like it^^;;
Our last goodbye
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The train is moving through the lonely landscape. A few lights passing by, the rest covered in darkness.
Orange colored leaves fall down softly, making the world look peaceful. Peaceful, while it was actually not even close to it.
My thoughts are with the person, persons, I left behind.
They are probably still sleeping, peacefully. Yeah, none of them aware of the fact I’m gone yet. Yet…
This will probably be one of the last peaceful moments for a while for them.
Because when they wake up, I will be no longer here anymore.
I lean my head against the window. The world outside is dying. The green colors turning into shades of red and yellow. The tree’s, they are dying, so am I.
Not literally of course. But my soul, my spirit, it's fading.
Dear Uruha, Reita, Ruki and Aoi.
Especially dear Uruha. I am truly sorry I never got to tell him how I really felt. How I felt when he hugged me, or kissed me. I didn’t just like him. No it was something more, much more. I hate myself for being the coward I am for leaving without letting him know. For not telling him I loved him too.
When you will read this, I am already gone.
The train is rushing ahead, leaving the habited world behind.
Only tree’s surrounding me. No people, no roads, no lights, no nothing.
Only this lonely train, on a rails hardly used. Leading somewhere, someplace deep in the forest.
I am sorry it has to end like this.
I am sorry for ending the friendship I had with all of you. I am sorry for ending my relation I had with you, Uruha. I am sorry for leaving the band without letting you all know.
I am sorry for disappointing our fans.
Please don’t try to find me.
Please don’t try to follow me to where ever I am going.
The train, it reached its destination. It won’t go further than this.
My feet slowly lead me out of the train. There’s nothing but tree’s in front of me.
“K-Kai” Your voice, your pretty voice, what’s it doing here?
My eyes trail over the ground till they reached a pair of shoes. A pair of familiar shoes.
And the person who’s wearing them is no one other than my beloved Uruha.
I know it’s not the real you, okay maybe it is, but I know, you are still sleeping in your bed. You are dreaming. Well you think you are. It's your spirit standing there.
A sad smile is playing on my lips as you step forwards to embrace me. But you can’t, your arms go right through me.
“Y-You’re fading” You muttered shocked.
I can only nod slowly.
I guess this is..
“I love you too, Uruha” I whisper as I step through you, my head down. At least, I was able to tell you, I am glad.
Tears are covering your cheeks as I walk away from you. I am fading with each step I take.
The sun is coming up, and soon you will wake up, being relieved as you think it was only a dream. But you won’t know, you won’t realize until later, that you are the only one who knows the truth.
..Our last goodbye.
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Endheh^^;
I hope you liked it!!^^;;
Take care~