CrazyNess!!!!!!!

[kidkrazy]

So have I always just been crazy??? -- I am beginning to think I just may never finish the race... After the most relaxing weekend... We had Friday off and went to Monkeytown to play -- we had a blast and got dirty and just had fun -- laughed lots and got to catch up with our best buddies...so then the back to the real world... Monday went well - Tuesday well I can make it ...little stressed at work -- just learning that I am getting old and have low tolerance for those who can't seem to pull it together and especially after having three kids and I still most of the time stay on top of task... when someone else does not and does not have kids -- I have no sympathy...I get stressed over their lack of togetherness... okay -- so holly this is not you (had to vent!) ... you know!!! Anyway, so Tuesday night I was sick on my stomach -- I now just wonder if I did not stress a bit much and cause this... but whatever reason I had all babies asleep and we were in bed by 9:30!!! and by 11 I was up every hour and then 1/2 hour -- ugh!!! finally at 4am I laid down to rest... 6am I got up and put in my sick day... I just had nothing left... soo I got back to bed -- then the chaos!!! Mark goes to the gym -- and Eli is snoozing... I was honestly just going to give him a day off -- then comes living next to mother and daddy -- mother is the one that as a child missed the bus and walked to school -- it took them till lunch to get there but she is just that determined and committed... so at 7:30 (note I have been at work already by this time) daddy come busting in -- what is wrong... then mother... mark at this time is in the shower... and mother is telling Eli "you are not sick - get your clothes on I will take you" so I have been asleep all of two hours... well ,, then they are about to take me to the dr... if you miss you have to... just the way I was raised... wait "how old am I" -- anyway, Mark comes out and says he will take Eli no worries - so I am up making pancakes by now... cole and dannah are walking of the door to go with mother... so then the boys leave... I lay back down... finally... then 30 minutes mark comes back home with his boss in tow... the toys everywhere -- pancake left all over the kitchen... me laid up in the bed... oh well... good thing he is our age and laid back or he would think less of Mark (note to self have him over for dinner when the house and kids are clean) So they leave and the kids come back -- need food for the rabbit... so then they are ready for a movie... so I am up -- now I am just happy I am able to lay in bed ... watch little tv with kids and read... finally mother comes back fixes little lunch and I lay back down and tell her (I swear I told her) wake me up at 2 I have to be at the dentist at 3 -- so I sleep like a brick ... I was dreaming - drooling -- mark had come home and never knew it -- then 2:45 and I jump up!!! Could not even get my eyes to focus and get the dentist # -- I finally called and said I am on my way!!! luckily they are at the end of the road... I had sleep marks on my arms and face ... but I had canceled the apt once already... and was determined to make it!!!! I felt scared and lesson learned from this -- I would have probably gotten more rest at work... so next time I am just going to come and zombie my way through the day... I am tring to hold my head up tonight so that I can hopefully sleep like I brick... little benadryl and see ya!!!

side note: Daddy goes for his bone biopsy in the morning... please say a pray for him -- this is not a pleasant experience to go through and we are just so thankful for how far he has come and for remission and I pray God will continue to show his faithfulness and love and protection over us ... His blessing are amazing and His love is everlasting... and we have to stop and take note of them everyday... even on the crazy daze he is still right here with us... loving us and protecting us... giving us just what we need to get through each day -- Amen!!!

Good night!!!!!!!!!!!