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In LP its snowing. So I hauled some kids into having a snowball fight. Me and Will. Then Steve came out on his way to the art room, and we attacked him, so he joined us. Then Max was touring some kid, so we attacked them, and it was fun. My aim sucks. And then we all went out front, and had a big one with other people. Not to violent. And nobody really went to get me, because... I WAS THE ONLY GIRL! What wimps we have at school. K, so I'm one of the only girls who a)Has a free period during that time b)doesnt wear pink every day, and have a peticure and manicure every weekend c)isnt off on the hockey trip. But stilll........ I was disappointed. But then Kevin turned and got me right in the forhead when I wasnt looking. That was funny. Almost as funny as when I pegged Daryl in the back of the head. Speaking of which, I dont think he's mad at me. Yeah, I know, I lead him on, and then wrenched his heart out like a genuine bitch. Then he started out a rumor that I have him head. (NOT TRUE!) And then someone else said that I wanted to kill and castrate him. And I never said that. I have my suspicions about who started that one. But I think we've cleared up on that! Its good. And then he brought a snowball inside and was threatening to peg it at me, so I was running around and all. And it seemed rather friendly. And then my other friend, if he didnt have a total crush on me before, he does now. Not sure what changed. But he does. *thinking of a logical way to tell him I love him, but just, cant go out with him with out breaking his heart, and still staying good friends with him* Hmm.
I wanna appologize for my last entry. But thats what its like. I am at the end. I'm desperate, I'm going insane. The world is caving in on me, and then I'm running around screaming in the snow. And then I'm almost sobbing because I'm so overwhelmed. And I cant deal with anything. And then I'm happy, and bouncy. Which is where I am now. And I'll crash soon. Does this sound like PMS??? Oh, I wish it was. But sadly its not. Damn. That would be nice. I just want to get to the bottom of this. I would like to float somewhere in the middle. I dont like flipping from one end to the other. And the other thing, even when I'm seriously feeling depressed, I try so hard to be happy, so that people dont get to worried, that I end up seeming happy, so when I tell people that inside I'm feeling beyond shitty, they cant believe me. My spanish teacher is like "I wish I had your energy. I wish I was as happy as you are" And I want to scream. Because I have no energy. I'm running on zero energy. And no sleep. And I'm sure as heck not happy. This weekend better work and make me better.
Oh, and there is no snow at home. I'm home because I got out of sports, and Friday schedule is only half the day. Just the morning. So I came home early! SOOO nice. But there is no snow. I mean NO snow. At school, we have like 3 inches! Or more! And at home...... NADA!
I'm gonna go take a nap.
I wanna appologize for my last entry. But thats what its like. I am at the end. I'm desperate, I'm going insane. The world is caving in on me, and then I'm running around screaming in the snow. And then I'm almost sobbing because I'm so overwhelmed. And I cant deal with anything. And then I'm happy, and bouncy. Which is where I am now. And I'll crash soon. Does this sound like PMS??? Oh, I wish it was. But sadly its not. Damn. That would be nice. I just want to get to the bottom of this. I would like to float somewhere in the middle. I dont like flipping from one end to the other. And the other thing, even when I'm seriously feeling depressed, I try so hard to be happy, so that people dont get to worried, that I end up seeming happy, so when I tell people that inside I'm feeling beyond shitty, they cant believe me. My spanish teacher is like "I wish I had your energy. I wish I was as happy as you are" And I want to scream. Because I have no energy. I'm running on zero energy. And no sleep. And I'm sure as heck not happy. This weekend better work and make me better.
Oh, and there is no snow at home. I'm home because I got out of sports, and Friday schedule is only half the day. Just the morning. So I came home early! SOOO nice. But there is no snow. I mean NO snow. At school, we have like 3 inches! Or more! And at home...... NADA!
I'm gonna go take a nap.