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Sorry I havent updated in a bit. There is too much going on. I'm coming down with a cold. I'm insanely busy. I've got too much going on. I'm fighting with my dad. I need to call Zoe. Alex is leaving, and I'm sad and happy. School is too much. I cant deal with it. I'm putting in more energy and time than I have, and so sleep and eating are being cut out. I cant go on like this. I cant deal with it all. I'm not gonna do anything irrational just yet, but I cant deal. I need an out. I need something that I can do.
I was up till midnight last night. I went and heard Eileen Ivers play. She is incredible. Wow. And then I came home and did homework. And I woke up at 5:30 to do more homework. I woke up crying because I felt so sick, and tired. And I died three times in my dream. Does this mean something?
I've got a quiz in world history. I dont know anything about the Greeks. I havent read the chapter. I've faked the homework. I dont have a clue what its about. I cant do this. I'm just praying that I can sleep it all off this weekend. Maybe go visit Heather. She could help me. I hope. And talk to Zoe. I need that. I just need something to change, and be differnt. Because.... I'm walking into a trap. And I need some time to turn around and get out.
I was up till midnight last night. I went and heard Eileen Ivers play. She is incredible. Wow. And then I came home and did homework. And I woke up at 5:30 to do more homework. I woke up crying because I felt so sick, and tired. And I died three times in my dream. Does this mean something?
I've got a quiz in world history. I dont know anything about the Greeks. I havent read the chapter. I've faked the homework. I dont have a clue what its about. I cant do this. I'm just praying that I can sleep it all off this weekend. Maybe go visit Heather. She could help me. I hope. And talk to Zoe. I need that. I just need something to change, and be differnt. Because.... I'm walking into a trap. And I need some time to turn around and get out.