Sep 19, 2005 22:52
If we dont have pain love can't exist
so if you dont love you cant have pain
but if this is true then do i love you,
or am i just a machoist who cant decide
weather he wants to run and hide
or come out and say
the pain is worth it, maybe I'm not worthless
maybe you do care
cause for me its up in the air
and i dont know what to think
no one wants pressure so i keep my quiet
maybe thats not the problem perhaps inside my head theres a riot
between whats actually wrong
I'm alone and uncertain
lonely and confused
by myself so I'm the only one to blame
and i guess theres some shame
but i dont care because out there no one else does either
hollow and alone i hate myself
i dont want to be confused jut crystal clear to make up my mind and not have anything disappear
to be content and complete
to stand on my own to feet
walk away from this mess they call me brain
and leave all the pain
and that means the love too
and so i ask you
is it worth it for me to admit what i dont want to?