long time no write
you leave me so empty
you leave me so full
and i dont know what to think
you leave me mad
you leave me happy
its confusing cause neither know what we want
or if you do you just cant tell me
and that hurts but i can understand
i used to be so sure but now its all unknown
its like my emotions and your the wind blown
they follow you but keep on changing unmanned
they fly throughout your wind
not my decision just how i feel
i guess you cant pick love its something that reels
you in throughout time you spend together
i used to feel like a feather
falling to the ground so slow and softly
now i feel like the bird who knows its gone but can't miss it
i cant get this out its still stuck in my hear
i used to love you but now i feel dead
not quite dead but not quite alive
my decision wont come
its not an easy thing
kill me now so i dont fall of the swing
and go the wrong way and regret it forever
i know I'm young now but look at the weather
its all patterns that repeat themselves
its what you can count of when all else fails
that it will rain again, and it will snow
and maybe after asking i will finally know
how do you feel
what do i want,
how can we both so nonchalant
act like its not important
yet everyone else can plainly see
that i like you and you like me
so what cant we admit it whats holding us back?
is it something in our minds thats not letting us express it
or is cause we dont want to get hurt and that were both scared
I'm not sure but i know you'll be there for me
even if i fall and thats comforting
because all good things must come to an end
so this is it i wish you could find
the decision you need to make in your mind
pick you answer and let me know
ill be here waiting right by your window
you leave me so full
and i dont know what to think
you leave me mad
you leave me happy
its confusing cause neither know what we want
or if you do you just cant tell me
and that hurts but i can understand
i used to be so sure but now its all unknown
its like my emotions and your the wind blown
they follow you but keep on changing unmanned
they fly throughout your wind
not my decision just how i feel
i guess you cant pick love its something that reels
you in throughout time you spend together
i used to feel like a feather
falling to the ground so slow and softly
now i feel like the bird who knows its gone but can't miss it
i cant get this out its still stuck in my hear
i used to love you but now i feel dead
not quite dead but not quite alive
my decision wont come
its not an easy thing
kill me now so i dont fall of the swing
and go the wrong way and regret it forever
i know I'm young now but look at the weather
its all patterns that repeat themselves
its what you can count of when all else fails
that it will rain again, and it will snow
and maybe after asking i will finally know
how do you feel
what do i want,
how can we both so nonchalant
act like its not important
yet everyone else can plainly see
that i like you and you like me
so what cant we admit it whats holding us back?
is it something in our minds thats not letting us express it
or is cause we dont want to get hurt and that were both scared
I'm not sure but i know you'll be there for me
even if i fall and thats comforting
because all good things must come to an end
so this is it i wish you could find
the decision you need to make in your mind
pick you answer and let me know
ill be here waiting right by your window