I demand a better future
--and a better present wouldn't go amiss either.
I had a great weekend, which passed far too quickly, and involved my mostly ignoring the outside world. I then stopped ignoring the outside world, and really wanted to bury my head again. There is nothing intelligent I can add to the outrage. I'm just exhausted, furious, and desolate [and calling my reps, of course].
I also woke up with a sore throat, but after two pots of tea and vitamins, it feels better for the moment.
I keep striking up conversations with various strangers on the internet, getting excited briefly, and then being beaten down again by the what's going on. I still may actually make the effort to meet one I've been chatting with, but I miss the excitement and energy such usually comes with.
Trying to continue to keep everything in my sphere as goodly as I can to make my brain / energy / emotions smoother. Also trying to create more, for similar reasons.
Been making myself post to Instagram more, as in the past it's helped with mood. But I'd stopped when I no longer actively felt like it, and it's such a small drop in a huge well of depression, but habits might be good to keep up on a few levels.
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I had a great weekend, which passed far too quickly, and involved my mostly ignoring the outside world. I then stopped ignoring the outside world, and really wanted to bury my head again. There is nothing intelligent I can add to the outrage. I'm just exhausted, furious, and desolate [and calling my reps, of course].
I also woke up with a sore throat, but after two pots of tea and vitamins, it feels better for the moment.
I keep striking up conversations with various strangers on the internet, getting excited briefly, and then being beaten down again by the what's going on. I still may actually make the effort to meet one I've been chatting with, but I miss the excitement and energy such usually comes with.
Trying to continue to keep everything in my sphere as goodly as I can to make my brain / energy / emotions smoother. Also trying to create more, for similar reasons.
Been making myself post to Instagram more, as in the past it's helped with mood. But I'd stopped when I no longer actively felt like it, and it's such a small drop in a huge well of depression, but habits might be good to keep up on a few levels.
This entry was originally posted at http://kailing.dreamwidth.org/10350.html. Please comment there using OpenID.