Life.
I can't sleep.
Which isn't really anything new.
I'm 19.
I still work at my first Job.
My College GPA 3.6.
I've reached that point where I'm bored.
Every so often I hit this wall. I've done everything and I'm not going anyway. I can't afford adventures. I am still with, and love my Boyfriend. Friends have changed but I'd say for the better. I'm just stuck.
It's late nights like these that I fear that I may never live up to my expectations of myself.
Expectations set from thousands of movies, books, and plain characters that I literally envy.
Do I lose my morals in order to try new things. Or do I broaden my horizons on a less drastic scale.
Puzzles and Puzzles, at 4 am.
P.s my lip hurts. That's a note to self :)
Which isn't really anything new.
I'm 19.
I still work at my first Job.
My College GPA 3.6.
I've reached that point where I'm bored.
Every so often I hit this wall. I've done everything and I'm not going anyway. I can't afford adventures. I am still with, and love my Boyfriend. Friends have changed but I'd say for the better. I'm just stuck.
It's late nights like these that I fear that I may never live up to my expectations of myself.
Expectations set from thousands of movies, books, and plain characters that I literally envy.
Do I lose my morals in order to try new things. Or do I broaden my horizons on a less drastic scale.
Puzzles and Puzzles, at 4 am.
P.s my lip hurts. That's a note to self :)