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[ki11_the_lights]

girlfriends are confusing things.
i have no problems communicating with girls in general.
i always have problems with girlfriends.
i never say things that need to be said
important shit that they NEED to know
which in my last relationship was a big part of why it ended
and i'm flakey and lazy
another part of why the last one ended

i changed
things were good
i had s shiny new toy and i took good care of it
but now that i'm all used to it
i'm treating it a little more casually
and i can't do that.
i ruined shit last time.
i don't care anymore, because i have someone else just as important to me
i'm over it
but i look back
and i will not treat any girl like that
not bailey
if there is anyone after her i won'ttreat them like that either