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i loved you. a lot. for you to say i never did and not even give me a chance to explain myself doesn't show that you 'care' about me.
i know i was a shitty boyfriend to you.
i'm sorry.
i tried.
nothing worked.
but just because i wasn't good at it doesn't mean i never loved you.
i wasn't ready for someone like you.
my emotions weren't ready.
i wasn't ready for 'real' love. you knew that.
but whether i was ready or not, it happened. i loved it. i loved you. if you don't believe me then i don't know what to say.
but thanks to you i know i'm ready for something as strong as what we had.
and i know what to do
what not to do
and how to really act toward somebody you fall in love with
and i'm sorry that change came too late for us
how and who i find it with doesn't matter
well it does
but it shouldn't to you
i'm very very very happy and one hundred and nintey-seven percent sure with who i have now.
i know i was a shitty boyfriend to you.
i'm sorry.
i tried.
nothing worked.
but just because i wasn't good at it doesn't mean i never loved you.
i wasn't ready for someone like you.
my emotions weren't ready.
i wasn't ready for 'real' love. you knew that.
but whether i was ready or not, it happened. i loved it. i loved you. if you don't believe me then i don't know what to say.
but thanks to you i know i'm ready for something as strong as what we had.
and i know what to do
what not to do
and how to really act toward somebody you fall in love with
and i'm sorry that change came too late for us
how and who i find it with doesn't matter
well it does
but it shouldn't to you
i'm very very very happy and one hundred and nintey-seven percent sure with who i have now.