Hit the fan, hit the floor...
It hit me today. It was the one day that i had been dreading this semester. THE DAY that it dawned on me.....I graduate in one month, three days, one hour and 55 minutes. Dont ask me seconds...chances are you'll trigger a panic attack. I'm so happy to graduate, and just be done..but at the same time....Im terrified. I know myself, and I'll wake up the morning after graduation and be..."SHIT!" because for the first time, I wont have to go to school anymore. That morning will mark the first day of my ..."new" life. .....talk about scary...for me at least.
Maybe Im over reacting, but oh well.
Prom is next week. Actually, Its 6 days from now. I finally have all my shit, shoes, purse, and some really pretty ear rings and a necklace. I think I know what I want my hair to look like....its a Roman braid style, and if I can pull it off (i should say, if Monica can pull it off) then it should look pretty kick ass. And for the first time in a while....I actually like my dress. It makes me have boobs and an ass (or more of an ass) and its light blue, so it goes with my eyes and skin. woo!
I had to close last night, and I got about 4 hours of sleep, and then I had to work this morning, but I only went in for a few hours. Im not mad about that, but Im down right LIVID about this: I have Friday and Saturday off (for senior pics and prom) but Shannon has me opening on Sunday, so I have to be there at 6:30 in the fucking morning. And if I dont go do anything after wards (like I wanted to), I know I wont get to bed before 2. Its bullshit and I told Shannon. FUCK. I love Pablos, but now I remember why I quit. I've already asked for graduation and the day/night after that off, and I WILL get that off. And plus, I wanted to go to Puerto Penasco with the family, cause I havent been since my freshman year, and its fun! yay!
In other news, I finished my 1st draft for my English paper, and I ran 2 1/4 miles today. I feel proud! haha. Until next time kiddos!
Love and Smiles
Caitie
Maybe Im over reacting, but oh well.
Prom is next week. Actually, Its 6 days from now. I finally have all my shit, shoes, purse, and some really pretty ear rings and a necklace. I think I know what I want my hair to look like....its a Roman braid style, and if I can pull it off (i should say, if Monica can pull it off) then it should look pretty kick ass. And for the first time in a while....I actually like my dress. It makes me have boobs and an ass (or more of an ass) and its light blue, so it goes with my eyes and skin. woo!
I had to close last night, and I got about 4 hours of sleep, and then I had to work this morning, but I only went in for a few hours. Im not mad about that, but Im down right LIVID about this: I have Friday and Saturday off (for senior pics and prom) but Shannon has me opening on Sunday, so I have to be there at 6:30 in the fucking morning. And if I dont go do anything after wards (like I wanted to), I know I wont get to bed before 2. Its bullshit and I told Shannon. FUCK. I love Pablos, but now I remember why I quit. I've already asked for graduation and the day/night after that off, and I WILL get that off. And plus, I wanted to go to Puerto Penasco with the family, cause I havent been since my freshman year, and its fun! yay!
In other news, I finished my 1st draft for my English paper, and I ran 2 1/4 miles today. I feel proud! haha. Until next time kiddos!
Love and Smiles
Caitie