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i graduate from highschool in 35 school days.
i need to take my senior pictures like. soon.
i have a staff infection on my stomach that hurts unbearably.
i have court dates, fines to pay, no money to pay them, drug tests i might fail and community service i havent even started on.
my mom makes me sick. i dont even want to talk about it. you wouldnt even understand or possibly even be able to contemplate how sick of a person she is. i cant even explain to you the severity and element of her. shes just horrible. you dont understand
i wish we had cameras, to follow us around, just watch, just form your own opinion and just understand what ive been put through just see.
this journal is useless. these feelings are useless.
im useless.
the fact that im useless IS useless.
my moms counting the days until i graduate and leave her, that she cant wait. and everything tells me my brother fully supports her words that break me.
theyre the two most hurtful people in this life, and mostly because they feel no remorse or upset about the fact that they tear someone apart every day.
i dont think ill ever be able to forgive them
if you understood that i am alone... if you just understood.
i need to take my senior pictures like. soon.
i have a staff infection on my stomach that hurts unbearably.
i have court dates, fines to pay, no money to pay them, drug tests i might fail and community service i havent even started on.
my mom makes me sick. i dont even want to talk about it. you wouldnt even understand or possibly even be able to contemplate how sick of a person she is. i cant even explain to you the severity and element of her. shes just horrible. you dont understand
i wish we had cameras, to follow us around, just watch, just form your own opinion and just understand what ive been put through just see.
this journal is useless. these feelings are useless.
im useless.
the fact that im useless IS useless.
my moms counting the days until i graduate and leave her, that she cant wait. and everything tells me my brother fully supports her words that break me.
theyre the two most hurtful people in this life, and mostly because they feel no remorse or upset about the fact that they tear someone apart every day.
i dont think ill ever be able to forgive them
if you understood that i am alone... if you just understood.