something is wrong here, i dont belong here
i have strep.
my whole body is shivering, and aches. my nose is runnnyyy and i feel like butt.
i really want soup.
i know who gave it to me. : / thanks wilbur. strep and mono, i feel awesome
anything else you had you want to tell me about? jerk.
it is so pathetic, that when my mom suggested letting me come home, to sleep and eat soup and drink tea and just..feel better, it was the best most comforting news i'd heard in a long time.
im already going to fail school. i dont know how i'll do well.
im not cut out for school, and thats okay, some people arent.. but will i be able to live with myself if i drop my classes, pack up, go home and just.. get a 9-5 and clean my moms house?
sadly, thats all i really want right now.
because at this point in time, i dont have anything to give in school. but i know how much i'll let my father down.
ill let myself down too, i know that.
i just want to rewind && backtrack to summer, i was so okay! and now im so not :[