The Plan
Titel: The Plan
Fandom: Topp Dogg
Chapter: 1/1
Genre: romance, smut, crack
Pairing: HanJoo, mentioned A-Tom/P-Goon, minor Hansol/Xero
Rating: R
Warning: cross dressing
Summary: B-Joo likes Hansol. Hansol says he likes women. A-Tom has a plan.
A/N: This is a little something I wrote for a friend. It will be the forst part of amini series involving the Topp Dogg boys
It had been a tiring day. They were preparing for their comeback and today had been the day of their MV shooting for “open the door”. Because of this they had been up since 5 o'clock in the morning to get their hair and make-up done and now that they were on their way back to their dorm B-Joo was on the verge of falling asleep. The only thing that kept him awake was the bouncy brunette ball of energy right next to him that held his held his hand while he was talking about....B-Joo didn't even know what his best friend was talking about, but that didn't really matter since it was a known fact among their members that 90% of the time Kim Hansol was just talking for the sake of listening to his own voice.
But it wasn't the sound of Hansol's voice or the the fear of missing something important the other might say that kept the younger dancer awake, but the warm hand holding his in a firm grasp.
The reason was pretty simple: B-Joo was in love with his best friend.
He had been for quite some time but he had never been brave enough to tell him because ...Kim Hansol was a flirt. Sure, most of the time Hansol was practically glued to his side but that did not stop him from flirting with anyone else. Plus the elder had never done anything that could not be considered 'friendly' anymore even though B-Joo had made an effort to give Hansol more than enough possibilities to do so.
He had walked around the dorm only wearing tight jeans that hung incredibly low on his hips and a white muscle shirt, he had 'accidentally' forgotten his clothes in his room so he had to walk back to his room in only a towel, DAMN he had even told him that he rarely locked the door when showering because he didn't want to block it for too long just in case someone else needed to use the bathroom.
Of course he had only told Hansol about it because he actually didn't want anyone else to come in while he was showering.
Well, NOW he was locking the bathroom again, because his plan had backfired and not Hansol, but A-tom had found him in the shower masturbating and offered him a hand.
Long story short: because of all this the young dancer had decided he would just have have to enjoy every little bit of attention and affection the other was willing to give him.
~
When they finally reached the dorm the hyungs were the first to use the shower. Since B-Joo was one of the youngest he had to wait for his turn. He slumped down on the couch and was just about to fall asleep right there when someone flopped down next to him.
“Wow JooJoo you look really tired! I hope you don't fall asleep in the shower! Should your favorite hyung come with you and look after you so you won't slip and hurt yourself?”, the brunette asked with a grin as he pressed up to the younger.
“Of course I'm tired and....WHAT?!”, it had taken B-Joo's brain some time to register what his hyung had just offered him because, again, he had not been listening.
On the floor A-tom and Xero were rolling around laughing. “Seriously get a room!”, Xero said snickering. “But the bathroom IS a room!”, A-tom commented and both started laughing even harder.
“What's so funny guys?”, Seogoong, who had just reemerged from the bathroom asked. “Oh Hansol hyung just wants to watch B-Joo shower”, A-tom said with a perverted grin which caused Seogoong to raise his eyebrow and look at the two dancers at on the couch.
“Kim Hansol, don't you DARE corrupt the kids or I'm sending you back to your own dorm!”, he said noticing B-Joo's shocked expression.
Hansol just put on an innocent expression. “But hyung, I'd never corrupt JooJoo. I just didn't want him to slip and get hurt”, he replied because he didn't think that Seogoong would really send him away. The vocalist didn't seem convinced, though.
“Yup, because you don't have the balls to do it!”, A-tom said grinning. “And because someone else is already 'corrupting the kids'”, Xero added with a knowing smirk towards the red-haired rapper.
“Well excuse me! If I had wanted to I could have easily gotten him into my bed!”, Hansol retorted.
/Wait what?!?!/ B-Joo was looking back and forth between Hansol and A-tom and he didn't know if he liked where this was leading.
A-tom grinned. “Oh really? Then why aren't you two fucking like rabbits already? You're already practically glued to each other, I mean...you spend more time here than in your own dorm! And the sexual tension between the two of you is more than obvious!”, the rapper argued.
Hansol didn't reply. It was rare for him to not come back with some sassy remark. B-Joo looked at him. Was Sanggyun right? Was there a chance that , maybe, Hansol liked him too but had the same problem.
“Okay that's enough!”, Seogoong said. “We all accept that you and Sehyuk hyung are in a relationship Sanggyun-ah but not everyone here might share the same interest”, he said in an attempt to resolve the current tension.
“Hyung's right!”, Hansol agreed and stood up. “And just so you know it: If B-Joo was a girl I'd fuck him on and against every solid surface in this dorm!”, he said and went to the door, slipped on his shoes and slammed the door behind himself.
As soon as the door was shut everyone left in the room turned towards A-tom and B-Joo. The former only smirked and also turned towards B-Joo. “Hey, if he honestly tries to do that...please don't do it on my bed.”, he requested.
The silver-haired male just glared at him and stood up. “I'll be up on the roof, there are too many idiots here polluting the air, just call me when everyone is done”, he said and left the room.
“Well, so much for our planned game night”, Xero said sighing.
~
Stupid Sanggyun! How could he ask Hansol such a thing?! In front of him?! In front of the others!?!?! And why the hell did the brunette have to say this!? Great! Now B-Joo knew for certain that there was zero chance that Hansol would ever date him! Up until now he could always hope that someday the other would fall in love with him and now...
He kicked at the concrete ground under his feet and sat down wrapping his arms around his knees.
A single tear started its way from the corner of his eye down his cheeks and he buried his face in the Space between his body and his knees.
Stupid stupid Sanggyun and Hansol!
“Byungjoo hyung?”
At the sound of his name the dancer quickly lifted his head and wiped his face. He didn't want the other to see that he had been crying.
“Ah there you are!”, the rapper said, walked over and sat down next to him. “Have you been crying?!”, he asked as he now looked at the face of the other member.
“Of course not! It's just so windy up here and I got something in my eye, that's it”, the dancer explained.
“You know that that's the lamest excuse ever, right?”, A-tom answered. “But listen. I'm sorry about what just happened. I didn't think he would react this way. I thought he was , like you, just not brave enough to tell you. I mean it's obvious he likes you!”
The older boy sighed. “Well maybe he liked me but obviously not in THAT way. He made it pretty clear...”
The red-head snorted. “Yeah sure...Jesus, hyung! A blind man can see that definitely likes you more than just a friend! I guess he's just afraid to admit that he is into guys! What do you think, how long did it take me to get Sehyuk hyung to finally admit that liked me?! I had to literally tie him to the bed and blow him before he would admit it!”
“uhm...when you say literally you mean...?” “Well, That's just what I did. When everyone else was gone I tied him to the bed and went down on him”, the rapper said grinning.
B-Joo just looked at him dumbstruck. Neither of the two had ever told them how they had ended up together...now he knew why...
“o-okay, so what do you suggest I should do? Tie Hansol to the bed and give him a blow job?!”, the dancer asked blushing because he had to admit that the thought of a tied-up Hansol was pretty arousing.
The younger shrugged. “Worked fine for me!”, he said and B-Joo looked at him incredulously. “NO!”, the older boy said and hit the other in the arm. He could never do it like that. Yes he had tried to seduce the other in a subtle way but THIS? No! He couldn't do this!
The rapper laughed. “okay okay, we'll come up with something else”, he said and looked out at the night sky. B-Joo sighed and did the same. So if Hansol really liked him more than a friend...how could he make him admit it? Should he try to make him drunk and then question him? Now that he was of a legal drinking age asking Hansol to drink with him wasn't really that suspicious anymore right?
But B-Joo already know that he couldn't handle his liquor well...
“Hyung?” “Yes?” “I think I have the perfect plan!”, A-tom said and judging from the grin on his friend's face B-Joo was not sure if he really wanted to know what kind of plan it was.
~
“Seriously, I don't think this will work”, B-Joo said looking at all the stuff spread out on A-tom's bed. “He'll know it's me!”
“No he won't. We both know that Hansol is not exactly the smartest person to walk the earth, plus it will be dark in the club, plus Jiho and and the others are getting him a few drinks, so now sit still! I need to work here!”, the rapper scolded the older and resumed applying makeup to the already handsome face in front of him. “Believe me, when I'm done with you even you won't be able to recognize yourself.”, he assured the dancer.
B-Joo just hoped that the rapper was right.
…
And he was!
Half an hour later B-Joo stood in front of the mirror and barely recognized himself.
He wore a long, dark brown, slightly wavy wig and a plain, short, light blue dress with a white top. The fabric was very light and soft to the touch and swirled around his stocking-clad leg in a slightly seductive way.
The shoes he wore were plain white ballerinas. He wondered what he would have looked like in high heels, but those were a no-go with Hansol, because the older dancer was already shorter than him as it was.
The makeup...well...he was already used to wearing makeup for shoots and stages but what the rapper had done was something completely different! The eyeliner and the light pink eye shadow A-tom had put on him made his deer-eyes look even bigger. There was also a light rosy blush on his cheeks and the younger male had made him wear a matching lip gloss.
If Hansol wasn't going to fall for him in this attire then he'd never fall for him!
“So what do you think?”, A-tom asked as he came up behind the other and draped an arm over the dancer's shoulder.
B-Joo had to admit: He looked stunning!
“Well...I think it might really work...”, he admitted with a wide grin. It was clear that he was pretty proud of his 'masterpiece'.
“Yeah...but I can only do this much, you also have to behave like a girl, you know?”
“oh...uh...yeah sure...”, he said and changed the grin into an innocent smile.
“Okay great, now let's go before Hansol hyung finds someone else to flirt with”, the red-head said and handed B-Joo the small white handbag so they could head out to the club to join the others.
“Just one question, Sanggyun-ah...where did you learn to put on makeup like that?”, the dancer asked when the walked out of the dorm.
The rapper grinned evilly in return. “Let's just say our leader has a few fetishes you don't know about”
~
Hansol huffed and put down his empty glass on the table. It was his third glass of soju already but he didn't mind. He wasn't in the right mood for partying anyways. So he sat there pouting.
“Jesus Hansol, stop moping already and enjoy the night!”, Xero said and draped his arm over the shorter male's shoulders. “Just because Byungjoo is still mad at you?” “It's not fair!”, the brunette complained. “Why am I the only one he's ignoring?! It was Sanggyun's and your fault, too!”
“Well what would be your reaction if I told you that 'If you were a girl I'd fuck you on every solid surface in the dorm”?”, the younger asked with a grin and Hansol grimaced. “In your dreams!”, he answered and shoved the other off of him.
The younger dancer laughed. “Well if you ever change your mind...the offer still holds”, he said with a smirk.
Hansol just rolled his eyes and looked at the clock on his cell phone.
“Didn't you say that Sanggyun would come, too? It's already been an hour.”
“He said he had to pick up someone first” “Who would he bring with him except for Sehyuk hyung?”, Hansol asked because all the other members that had wanted to go were already here. “I don't know but I hope he didn't bring Sehyuk hyung. I don't want to watch them practically make out next to us the whole evening.”, he said and grimaced.
“You're just jealous!”, the older dancer pointed out. “Well I wouldn't have to be if you'd finally stop resisting”, the taller male said and leaned closer.
“Sorry we're late guys!”, a familiar voice says and Xero almost lets out a frustrated sigh. He was pretty sure that Hansol had been SO CLOSE to giving in. He turned around, already prepared to tell Sanggyun to get lost so he could continue flirting with Hansol when he spotted the person next to the rapper.
B-Joo swallowed as as the gazes of Xero and Hansol landed on him. The closer they had gotten to the club the more nervous B-Joo had gotten. Yes, he looked stunning, but would it be enough to fool the others? Especially Hansol? He had still been a bit shocked from seeing Xero almost kissing his crush first thing when they entered the club but now that both brown-haired boys were looking at him he was pretty sure that this was the most embarrassing moment in his life.
“Guys, this is my cousin ...Byungsoon”, A-tom said and B-Joo almost facepalmed. Okay, now there was definitely NO WAY the other two dancers wouldn't recognize him.
“Yeah sure...your cousin...”, Hansol said snorting and B-Joo already braced himself for the laughter and the mocking that was sure to come and made a mental not to strangle A-tom afterwards.
“She's way too pretty to be related to you in ANY way”, the shortest dancer said. “Hi, I'm Kim Hansol”, he introduced himself and smiled this cute smile that had B-Joo falling in love with him in the first place. B-Joo was flabbergasted. Was this thing honestly going to work?
“Byungsoon, tell us the truth, you're not really part of his family, right? One of you HAS to be adopted.”, Xero implored chuckling which made B-Joo smile. “Come, take a seat”, the oldest dancer said and patted the spot next to him.
“Thank you”, B-Joo answered with a shy smile and sat down. He had disguised his voice so he sounded more like a girl and wouldn't be found out immediately. It sounded strange to his own ears but it served the purpose.
They started a conversation which consisted mainly of Hansol and Xero asking questions and B-Joo answering them. Hojoon and Kidoh had come back to their table at some time and B-Joo had panicked for a short moment that the two might recognize him but if but apparently A-tom had really done a great job in dressing him up.
They were merrily laughing and drinking together even though B-Joo had to make sure not to drink too much because he didn't want to risk blowing his cover. He still had a very good time, especially with Hansol next to him smiling at him like this. It made him almost forget that the other was actually smiling at 'Byungsoon' and not at 'Byungjoo'.
“Hey guys, let's hit the dance floor!”, A-tom finally suggested and everyone agreed.
B-Joo was a bit nervous, though. Yes, he was one of the top dancers but...he couldn't do his usual dance moves in this disguise, they were too powerful and sharp for a girl.
He tried hard to recall the moves he had seen the girl bands make in their MVs or on music shows and started moving his body hesitantly. Suddenly he felt a hand on his hip and a warm body pressed against his back.
“Need some help sweety?”, he heard someone chuckle next to his ear and immediately backed away a bit, blushing. The brunette just grinned. “Don't worry, I don't bite...well unless you want me to”, he said with a smirk as he approached B-Joo again.
“Uhm...I think I'll have to decline your offer”, he said trying to back away even more which proved to be quite a task due to the dancing bodies around them. Just great, why did HE have to be the one to make a move on him? He wanted Hansol's attention and not Xero's!
While B-Joo considered Hansol a flirt, Xero was even worse and unfortunately he seemed to have taken a liking in 'Byungsoon'.
“Are you sure about that?”, the taller asked, snaking an arm around B-Joo's waist again and letting it slide lower cupping his ass. B-Joo's eyes widened in shock and before he knew what he was doing his hand collided with Xero's cheek.
He looked at the taller in shock. His first instinct was to apologize, but before any words could leave his mouth a hand grabbed his wrist and pulled him away.
Xero just stood there and rubbed his stinging cheek. “That's what you get for being too cocky”, he heard A-Tom laugh next to him. “But did you really have to go that far?” “I just wanted to tease him a but, after all, you two ruined my moment with Hansol! I was SO CLOSE to kissing him!”, the older argued.
“Oh come on! You know he really likes Hansol! You can just go and find someone else to fuck.”, A-tom said. “Are you volunteering?”, Xero asked, smirk back in place. “If you want to be murdered by Sehyuk hyung”, the red-head replied with a smirk of his own.
~
At the other end of the club B-Joo finally emerged from the mass of dancing and grinding bodies. “Thank you”, he said and finally looked at his savior only to be pleasantly surprised. He had expected A-tom to be the person who had saved him but not Hansol.
Instantly his heart started beating faster, because he noticed that the hand of the other dancer was still firmly wrapped around his wrist.
The brunette seemed to notice this and immediately let go of the younger. “I'm am really sorry for his behavior. Are you alright?”, he asked sounding concerned.
B-Joo nodded. “Yes, don't worry, I was just a bit startled” “Just startled? So if he had behaved you'd actually consider dating him?”, the smaller asked with a chuckle and B-Joo grimaced at the thought.
“No...NO! He's ..he's not my type”, he answered laughing.
Hansol raised an eyebrow. “Really? What's your type then?”, he asked and B-Joo fell silent. What was he going to say now?
He looked away embarrassed. He bit his lip contemplating if he should tell the other the truth or not.
In the end he decided to just stick with the truth. What could go wrong? He was 'Byungsoon' right now, So if he was rejected right now it wouldn't matter, right?
“Well, actually you're just my type”, he finally admitted with a shy smile. “And yours?”
Hansol smiled widely. “Actually you're just my type as well! So...would it be okay if I invited you for a drink?...away from the others?”, he asked and held out his hand for B-Joo. The younger didn't hesitate before he nodded and took the hand of his hyung.
Hansol led him through the club, past the bar, where he bought them them a bottle of soju, up some stairs to the second floor and into one of the private rooms. It wasn't really a room but more a small booth with a leather couch, a small table and a curtain at the entrance to block the view. It was more quiet inside the booth and B-Joo was glad he didn't have to evade any more sweating bodies.
“Way better, isn't it?”, Hansol asked with a smile and closed the curtain before he sat down next to B-Joo. The younger nodded but at the same time he realized that he was alone with the other dancer right now. They were alone and they were a private room. Hansol had led him here ...was he probably planning to...? “Don't worry, I'm not like Jiho. I won't do anything you don't want.”, the older said and poured both of them a glass of soju. B-Joo blushed. Was his nervousness that obvious?
“I'm sorry”, the taller apologized when his hyung handed him the glass. “Don't be. To be honest...I think you're very nice and attractive and...I'd really like to kiss you or maybe more but...”, he looked at him earnestly. “only if you if you want it, too.”, Hansol explained.
The younger dancer gulped. Hansol wanted to kiss him? But only if he was okay with it...of course he was okay with it! He wanted nothing more than that!
He nodded eagerly. “Yes!”, he said and immediately clamped his hand over his mouth. He didn't mean to be this excited...at least not this obviously.
The brunette smiled at B-Joo's cute behavior. “So...when you say yes...does that mean it's okay to kiss you?”, he asked with a slight smile.
Again, the younger nodded. And again, Hansol smiled that irresistible smile before he lifted his hand to B-Joo's face and gently caressed his cheek with the back of his fingers.
The other dancer closed his eyes and leaned into the gentle touch. His heart was beating so fast and loud that he was sure Hansol was going to hear it. He had waited for this moment for so long.
He could feel the other's breath on his skin as he leaned closer and his hand left B-Joo's cheek to lightly rest in the back of his neck. And finally FINALLY he could feel the soft lips of his hyung on his own.
It wasn't how he had always imagined his first kiss with the older male but ,then again, he had always imagined his hyung would either just push him up against a wall and kiss him passionately before he'd fuck him against the same wall or he'd steal B-Joo's first kiss randomly in a corner or in the van between schedules and (hopefully) fuck him as soon as they were back at the dorm.
Well, yes, B-Joo's phantasies involved a lot of sex but he'd been in love with the other for quite some time now and seriously...watching the older dance and and move his sweaty body in that sexy way and with that sassy smirk on his lips every fucking day was more than frustrating.
So, the kiss wasn't like what he had imagined but he didn't mind. It was sweet and innocent and that felt very good in another way.
After a few moments their lips parted again.
“That was...very nice”, Hansol said smiling and B-Joo nodded. “Can we do it again?”
At his hyung's request B-Joo smiled and this time he placed his hand in the back of Hansol's neck to pull him into another kiss. Their second kiss was less innocent and turned more and more passionate with every passing second.
B-Joo could feel Hansol's tongue pressing against his lips and his arm wrapping around his middle to pull him closer. He felt like he was walking on cloud nine. The feel, sound, smell and taste of Hansol was dominating all his senses and when they parted again both of them were gasping for air.
B-Joo was aroused and a look down Hansol's body showed that the older was at least half hard as well. Fortunately the frills of B-Joo's dress did a good job in hiding his erection, but he was sure that if they continued like this Hansol would discover the troth pretty quickly.
Hansol's eyes followed the other's direction of view and noticed the very visible tent in his tight-fitting jeans. “Oh...sorry about that”, he said and pulled away a bit, trying to cover the bulge with the hem of his shirt.
B-Joo smiled nervously. “No...it's okay”, he said and smiled nervously. What was he going to do now? He couldn't keep going like this. There were a few very MALE features about himself that he definitely couldn't hide if they continued. But he didn't really want to stop just like this either. Maybe he could...
“I-I could help you with that...?”, he offered in a small voice, cheeks flushed from embarrassment.
Hansol looked at him, surprise clearly visible on his face. For a moment both of them were silent and B-Joo was wondering if it had been better if he hadn't said anything. The way Hansol looked at him made him nervous; as if the other was trying to read something in his eyes.
The younger was just about to take his offer back when the brunette finally spake again.
“That would be nice”, he said with a small nod.
B-Joo swallowed and nodded in return. He was glad he had gotten a positive answer but the nervousness didn't go away, if anything it only got worse.
He shifted closer to his hyung again and reached his hand, putting it on Hansol's thigh and slowly sliding upwards towards his crotch. The younger bit his lip and his gaze flickered between the othere's face and the bulge in his pants.
Just before his fingers grazed Hansol's erection the other's hand wrapped around his wrist, stopping him.
“Before we do this, can I ask you something?”, the brunette asked and B-Joo just nodded dumbly.
What was his hyung going to ask him? If he was really sure about this? If he has a boyfriend? If hansol was his first? It really didn't matter because the younger dancer really wanted this and whatever it was Hansol wanted to know, he would just answer him so they could continue.
“What do you want to know?”, he asked with a small smile.
“Why are you doing this?”
The younger dancer was confused. “I....because I like you and...I didn't want to leave you like this”, he answered, not really understanding the point of Hansol's question.
The older male sighed. “Okay, let me rephrase that:”, he said and closed his eyes for a short moment as if to collect his thoughts.
“How much longer are you going to pretend you're a girl, Byungjoo?”
B-Joo froze, his eyes widening in shock.
He knew!? Hansol knew it was him?!
“...Wh-when...?”, he stuttered.
Hansol rolled his eyes. “right from the start, of course! Did you really think I wouldn't recognize my best friend?”
“Why...why didn't you say something?”, the younger wanted to know. Why would the other play along if he didn't know the purpose of B-Joo's disguise? And the others? Had they known, too? What if all of them were just having a good laugh on his expense right now? Hansol included!
He buried his face in his hands. FUCK! Xero had touched his ass and Hansol had kissed him and he was sure they wouldn't let him live it down. He really felt like crying.
A hand landed on his head gently ruffling the hair of his wig. “Hey ...stop thinking so hard.”, he said and B-Joo could hear the gently smile in his voice.
“I just wanted to know what was going on. First you are mad at me and don't talk to me for days and now you show up here dressed like this, you kiss me and ...and...I'm confused, you know?”, Hansol explained.
“All I want to know is: why? Because I don't understand.”, he said and looked at B-Joo hoping for an answer.
The younger dancer looked at him, uncertain what to do. This was his chance to tell Hansol how he felt right? He was still afraid to tell him, but what was he going to tell him if not the truth? There was no reasonable explanation for...this.
“Can you promise me something?”
Hansol wasn't really sure what the other wanted, but he still nodded. He just wanted to know what was going on with his friend.
“Promise me that we'll still be friends, no matter why I did this.”, B-Joo requested and looked at him in earnest.
The older couldn't hold back a slight chuckle. “Silly, of course we'll still be friends. Nothing you might say could change that!”, he said with a reassuring smile and B-Joo believed him.
He nodded. “Okay...”
He took a deep breath.
“I like you hyung.”
….
“like...I really like you. More than a friend.”, he confessed. He hadn't really expected Hansol to jump for joy but B-Joo found his lack of reaction pretty unsettling.
“Hanso-”
“I'm sorry, Byungjoo.”
“Why?” The younger was utterly confused right now. Was he sorry he didn't feel the same?
“Because ...now that I know how you feel about me we can't stay friends...”, he answered.
The younger couldn't believe his ears. “What?”
“You heard me, we can't stay friends anymore.”, he repeated and B-Joo could feel his heart break.
No! That couldn't be true! This had to be some kind of cruel nightmare ore some sick joke. It was bad enough that Hansol didn't reciprocate his feelings but he would be able to live with that eventually. But...loosing Hansol as a friend as well...
B-Joo felt how, against his will, his eyes started welling up with tears. He didn't want to cry in front of Hansol, but he couldn't stop the tears from falling.
“But...but you promised...”, he stammered brokenly looking down at his hands in his lap that started to blur.
A hand came into view and gently lifted B-Joo's chin so that he had to look at Hansol.
He wanted to resist when he suddenly felt soft lips pressing against his again lovingly. When they parted he looked at the smaller dancer confused. He didn't understand anything anymore.
“But you just said...”
“I said we couldn't be friends anymore, yes...”, he said nodding and started smiling brightly
“because I want you to be my boyfriend.”
“Really?”, the taller asked, not sure if this was really happening.
“Yes”, Hansol confirmed. “I like you, too. I have liked you for some time already and I really want you to be my boyfriend, so...would you be my boyfriend?”, the older asked with a small smile.
B-Joo was overwhelmed. Just a minute ago he had thought that Hansol hated him because he was in love with him and now...now he was asking him to be his boyfriend.
“Of course!”, he practically shouted in the other's face and wrapped his arms around Hansol's shoulders.
The other dancer laughed merrily and wrapped his arms around B-Joo's middle to pull him closer. He kissed him passionately and the younger male sighed into the kiss enjoying the warmth of Hansol's body pressed against his own.
“One more question, though.”, Hansol said in between kisses. “Why did you dress up like this? It definitely looks good on you, but why?”, he asked chuckling.
“What? But you said that if I was a girl, you'd...you know... and I thought that if I dressed up like a girl....”, B-Joo explained. Hansol couldn't have forgotten already, right?
Hansol looked at him for a moment and then started laughing. “Seriously?! You thought you'd have to dress up like this for me to like you? Oh JooJoo, you have no idea!”, he said and kissed him enthusiastically.
“But you said that..” “I know, but I only said that to escape the situation. When the others pointed out that I liked you you looked like a deer caught in headlights. And I really didn't want you to find out like that. “, Hansol admitted.
B-Joo chuckled. “I'm not quite sure if it was better like this”, he said. “Well, it was definitely a unique situation.” , the brunette argued with a laugh.
“You're right”, the younger agreed and stole another kiss from his new boyfriend.
“Sooooo...now that we're officially dating... does your offer still stand?”, Hansol asked with a cheeky grin.
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“Hey! There you are!”, B-Joo heard A-Tom's familiar voice behind him and then felt a hand on his shoulder. He cursed under his breath. He just wanted to go home with Hansol and get into bed with him. Yes, he was kinda thankful that the other's plan had worked...more or less...but he really didn't want to deal with the others right now. Especially not with...
“Hey hyung why did you take off the wig? You looked so cute!”, Xero asked and slung his arm around B-Joo's waist from the opposite side.
Automatically B-Joo shot A-tom a glare. “Did you tell him?!”
Immediately the red-head threw up his arms in defense, signaling that he had nothing to do with it.
“Relax Byungjoo-yah, I knew it from the beginning, but you just looked so cute like this”, Xero commented with a cheeky smile.
The silver-haired dancer glared at the taller boy for a moment before he he punched the taller in the gut and pulled Hansol away with him, leaving behind a frantically laughing A-Tom and a sulking Xero.
Beside him Hansol was laughing. “Byungjoo, I swear, if you weren't my boyfriend already, I'd ask you to become it now!”, he said and pressed a kiss to B-Joo's cheek.
It made the younger grin like a Cheshire cat. He really liked the sound of Hansol calling him his boyfriend.
Together they got their jackets from the cloakroom and went outside to get a cab back to B-Joo's dorm.
~
A few kilometers away, inside the dorm P-Goon's cell phone started ringing and pulled him from his well-deserved sleep. He had enjoyed the silence that that the absence of the younger members had brought with it.
With a groan he picked up his his phone. “What do you want?”, he asked, having seen his lover's name on the display. Over the loud booming of the music he could hear a low chuckle at the other end of the line. “Now now baby, is that a way to greet your significant other?”, A-Tom asked amused.
The older just grunted in response.
“Anyways...I'm just calling to say that you better get Hyunho hyung out of the dorm before Hansol hyung and Byungjoo hyung get home...unless you want him to suffer trauma from listening to the two of them have sex. I'll text you the address of the club we're at. See you later babe~”, the younger chirped and hung up.
P-Goon looked at his cell phone disbelieving before he jumped out of bed.
“Hyunho, we're going out!”
~
A/N: this it my first ever ToppDogg fanfiction and I hope you liked it. It was actually planned as a one shot but I had so much fun writing that I'm going to start a mini series ^_^ so stay tuned <3
Fandom: Topp Dogg
Chapter: 1/1
Genre: romance, smut, crack
Pairing: HanJoo, mentioned A-Tom/P-Goon, minor Hansol/Xero
Rating: R
Warning: cross dressing
Summary: B-Joo likes Hansol. Hansol says he likes women. A-Tom has a plan.
A/N: This is a little something I wrote for a friend. It will be the forst part of amini series involving the Topp Dogg boys
It had been a tiring day. They were preparing for their comeback and today had been the day of their MV shooting for “open the door”. Because of this they had been up since 5 o'clock in the morning to get their hair and make-up done and now that they were on their way back to their dorm B-Joo was on the verge of falling asleep. The only thing that kept him awake was the bouncy brunette ball of energy right next to him that held his held his hand while he was talking about....B-Joo didn't even know what his best friend was talking about, but that didn't really matter since it was a known fact among their members that 90% of the time Kim Hansol was just talking for the sake of listening to his own voice.
But it wasn't the sound of Hansol's voice or the the fear of missing something important the other might say that kept the younger dancer awake, but the warm hand holding his in a firm grasp.
The reason was pretty simple: B-Joo was in love with his best friend.
He had been for quite some time but he had never been brave enough to tell him because ...Kim Hansol was a flirt. Sure, most of the time Hansol was practically glued to his side but that did not stop him from flirting with anyone else. Plus the elder had never done anything that could not be considered 'friendly' anymore even though B-Joo had made an effort to give Hansol more than enough possibilities to do so.
He had walked around the dorm only wearing tight jeans that hung incredibly low on his hips and a white muscle shirt, he had 'accidentally' forgotten his clothes in his room so he had to walk back to his room in only a towel, DAMN he had even told him that he rarely locked the door when showering because he didn't want to block it for too long just in case someone else needed to use the bathroom.
Of course he had only told Hansol about it because he actually didn't want anyone else to come in while he was showering.
Well, NOW he was locking the bathroom again, because his plan had backfired and not Hansol, but A-tom had found him in the shower masturbating and offered him a hand.
Long story short: because of all this the young dancer had decided he would just have have to enjoy every little bit of attention and affection the other was willing to give him.
~
When they finally reached the dorm the hyungs were the first to use the shower. Since B-Joo was one of the youngest he had to wait for his turn. He slumped down on the couch and was just about to fall asleep right there when someone flopped down next to him.
“Wow JooJoo you look really tired! I hope you don't fall asleep in the shower! Should your favorite hyung come with you and look after you so you won't slip and hurt yourself?”, the brunette asked with a grin as he pressed up to the younger.
“Of course I'm tired and....WHAT?!”, it had taken B-Joo's brain some time to register what his hyung had just offered him because, again, he had not been listening.
On the floor A-tom and Xero were rolling around laughing. “Seriously get a room!”, Xero said snickering. “But the bathroom IS a room!”, A-tom commented and both started laughing even harder.
“What's so funny guys?”, Seogoong, who had just reemerged from the bathroom asked. “Oh Hansol hyung just wants to watch B-Joo shower”, A-tom said with a perverted grin which caused Seogoong to raise his eyebrow and look at the two dancers at on the couch.
“Kim Hansol, don't you DARE corrupt the kids or I'm sending you back to your own dorm!”, he said noticing B-Joo's shocked expression.
Hansol just put on an innocent expression. “But hyung, I'd never corrupt JooJoo. I just didn't want him to slip and get hurt”, he replied because he didn't think that Seogoong would really send him away. The vocalist didn't seem convinced, though.
“Yup, because you don't have the balls to do it!”, A-tom said grinning. “And because someone else is already 'corrupting the kids'”, Xero added with a knowing smirk towards the red-haired rapper.
“Well excuse me! If I had wanted to I could have easily gotten him into my bed!”, Hansol retorted.
/Wait what?!?!/ B-Joo was looking back and forth between Hansol and A-tom and he didn't know if he liked where this was leading.
A-tom grinned. “Oh really? Then why aren't you two fucking like rabbits already? You're already practically glued to each other, I mean...you spend more time here than in your own dorm! And the sexual tension between the two of you is more than obvious!”, the rapper argued.
Hansol didn't reply. It was rare for him to not come back with some sassy remark. B-Joo looked at him. Was Sanggyun right? Was there a chance that , maybe, Hansol liked him too but had the same problem.
“Okay that's enough!”, Seogoong said. “We all accept that you and Sehyuk hyung are in a relationship Sanggyun-ah but not everyone here might share the same interest”, he said in an attempt to resolve the current tension.
“Hyung's right!”, Hansol agreed and stood up. “And just so you know it: If B-Joo was a girl I'd fuck him on and against every solid surface in this dorm!”, he said and went to the door, slipped on his shoes and slammed the door behind himself.
As soon as the door was shut everyone left in the room turned towards A-tom and B-Joo. The former only smirked and also turned towards B-Joo. “Hey, if he honestly tries to do that...please don't do it on my bed.”, he requested.
The silver-haired male just glared at him and stood up. “I'll be up on the roof, there are too many idiots here polluting the air, just call me when everyone is done”, he said and left the room.
“Well, so much for our planned game night”, Xero said sighing.
~
Stupid Sanggyun! How could he ask Hansol such a thing?! In front of him?! In front of the others!?!?! And why the hell did the brunette have to say this!? Great! Now B-Joo knew for certain that there was zero chance that Hansol would ever date him! Up until now he could always hope that someday the other would fall in love with him and now...
He kicked at the concrete ground under his feet and sat down wrapping his arms around his knees.
A single tear started its way from the corner of his eye down his cheeks and he buried his face in the Space between his body and his knees.
Stupid stupid Sanggyun and Hansol!
“Byungjoo hyung?”
At the sound of his name the dancer quickly lifted his head and wiped his face. He didn't want the other to see that he had been crying.
“Ah there you are!”, the rapper said, walked over and sat down next to him. “Have you been crying?!”, he asked as he now looked at the face of the other member.
“Of course not! It's just so windy up here and I got something in my eye, that's it”, the dancer explained.
“You know that that's the lamest excuse ever, right?”, A-tom answered. “But listen. I'm sorry about what just happened. I didn't think he would react this way. I thought he was , like you, just not brave enough to tell you. I mean it's obvious he likes you!”
The older boy sighed. “Well maybe he liked me but obviously not in THAT way. He made it pretty clear...”
The red-head snorted. “Yeah sure...Jesus, hyung! A blind man can see that definitely likes you more than just a friend! I guess he's just afraid to admit that he is into guys! What do you think, how long did it take me to get Sehyuk hyung to finally admit that liked me?! I had to literally tie him to the bed and blow him before he would admit it!”
“uhm...when you say literally you mean...?” “Well, That's just what I did. When everyone else was gone I tied him to the bed and went down on him”, the rapper said grinning.
B-Joo just looked at him dumbstruck. Neither of the two had ever told them how they had ended up together...now he knew why...
“o-okay, so what do you suggest I should do? Tie Hansol to the bed and give him a blow job?!”, the dancer asked blushing because he had to admit that the thought of a tied-up Hansol was pretty arousing.
The younger shrugged. “Worked fine for me!”, he said and B-Joo looked at him incredulously. “NO!”, the older boy said and hit the other in the arm. He could never do it like that. Yes he had tried to seduce the other in a subtle way but THIS? No! He couldn't do this!
The rapper laughed. “okay okay, we'll come up with something else”, he said and looked out at the night sky. B-Joo sighed and did the same. So if Hansol really liked him more than a friend...how could he make him admit it? Should he try to make him drunk and then question him? Now that he was of a legal drinking age asking Hansol to drink with him wasn't really that suspicious anymore right?
But B-Joo already know that he couldn't handle his liquor well...
“Hyung?” “Yes?” “I think I have the perfect plan!”, A-tom said and judging from the grin on his friend's face B-Joo was not sure if he really wanted to know what kind of plan it was.
~
“Seriously, I don't think this will work”, B-Joo said looking at all the stuff spread out on A-tom's bed. “He'll know it's me!”
“No he won't. We both know that Hansol is not exactly the smartest person to walk the earth, plus it will be dark in the club, plus Jiho and and the others are getting him a few drinks, so now sit still! I need to work here!”, the rapper scolded the older and resumed applying makeup to the already handsome face in front of him. “Believe me, when I'm done with you even you won't be able to recognize yourself.”, he assured the dancer.
B-Joo just hoped that the rapper was right.
…
And he was!
Half an hour later B-Joo stood in front of the mirror and barely recognized himself.
He wore a long, dark brown, slightly wavy wig and a plain, short, light blue dress with a white top. The fabric was very light and soft to the touch and swirled around his stocking-clad leg in a slightly seductive way.
The shoes he wore were plain white ballerinas. He wondered what he would have looked like in high heels, but those were a no-go with Hansol, because the older dancer was already shorter than him as it was.
The makeup...well...he was already used to wearing makeup for shoots and stages but what the rapper had done was something completely different! The eyeliner and the light pink eye shadow A-tom had put on him made his deer-eyes look even bigger. There was also a light rosy blush on his cheeks and the younger male had made him wear a matching lip gloss.
If Hansol wasn't going to fall for him in this attire then he'd never fall for him!
“So what do you think?”, A-tom asked as he came up behind the other and draped an arm over the dancer's shoulder.
B-Joo had to admit: He looked stunning!
“Well...I think it might really work...”, he admitted with a wide grin. It was clear that he was pretty proud of his 'masterpiece'.
“Yeah...but I can only do this much, you also have to behave like a girl, you know?”
“oh...uh...yeah sure...”, he said and changed the grin into an innocent smile.
“Okay great, now let's go before Hansol hyung finds someone else to flirt with”, the red-head said and handed B-Joo the small white handbag so they could head out to the club to join the others.
“Just one question, Sanggyun-ah...where did you learn to put on makeup like that?”, the dancer asked when the walked out of the dorm.
The rapper grinned evilly in return. “Let's just say our leader has a few fetishes you don't know about”
~
Hansol huffed and put down his empty glass on the table. It was his third glass of soju already but he didn't mind. He wasn't in the right mood for partying anyways. So he sat there pouting.
“Jesus Hansol, stop moping already and enjoy the night!”, Xero said and draped his arm over the shorter male's shoulders. “Just because Byungjoo is still mad at you?” “It's not fair!”, the brunette complained. “Why am I the only one he's ignoring?! It was Sanggyun's and your fault, too!”
“Well what would be your reaction if I told you that 'If you were a girl I'd fuck you on every solid surface in the dorm”?”, the younger asked with a grin and Hansol grimaced. “In your dreams!”, he answered and shoved the other off of him.
The younger dancer laughed. “Well if you ever change your mind...the offer still holds”, he said with a smirk.
Hansol just rolled his eyes and looked at the clock on his cell phone.
“Didn't you say that Sanggyun would come, too? It's already been an hour.”
“He said he had to pick up someone first” “Who would he bring with him except for Sehyuk hyung?”, Hansol asked because all the other members that had wanted to go were already here. “I don't know but I hope he didn't bring Sehyuk hyung. I don't want to watch them practically make out next to us the whole evening.”, he said and grimaced.
“You're just jealous!”, the older dancer pointed out. “Well I wouldn't have to be if you'd finally stop resisting”, the taller male said and leaned closer.
“Sorry we're late guys!”, a familiar voice says and Xero almost lets out a frustrated sigh. He was pretty sure that Hansol had been SO CLOSE to giving in. He turned around, already prepared to tell Sanggyun to get lost so he could continue flirting with Hansol when he spotted the person next to the rapper.
B-Joo swallowed as as the gazes of Xero and Hansol landed on him. The closer they had gotten to the club the more nervous B-Joo had gotten. Yes, he looked stunning, but would it be enough to fool the others? Especially Hansol? He had still been a bit shocked from seeing Xero almost kissing his crush first thing when they entered the club but now that both brown-haired boys were looking at him he was pretty sure that this was the most embarrassing moment in his life.
“Guys, this is my cousin ...Byungsoon”, A-tom said and B-Joo almost facepalmed. Okay, now there was definitely NO WAY the other two dancers wouldn't recognize him.
“Yeah sure...your cousin...”, Hansol said snorting and B-Joo already braced himself for the laughter and the mocking that was sure to come and made a mental not to strangle A-tom afterwards.
“She's way too pretty to be related to you in ANY way”, the shortest dancer said. “Hi, I'm Kim Hansol”, he introduced himself and smiled this cute smile that had B-Joo falling in love with him in the first place. B-Joo was flabbergasted. Was this thing honestly going to work?
“Byungsoon, tell us the truth, you're not really part of his family, right? One of you HAS to be adopted.”, Xero implored chuckling which made B-Joo smile. “Come, take a seat”, the oldest dancer said and patted the spot next to him.
“Thank you”, B-Joo answered with a shy smile and sat down. He had disguised his voice so he sounded more like a girl and wouldn't be found out immediately. It sounded strange to his own ears but it served the purpose.
They started a conversation which consisted mainly of Hansol and Xero asking questions and B-Joo answering them. Hojoon and Kidoh had come back to their table at some time and B-Joo had panicked for a short moment that the two might recognize him but if but apparently A-tom had really done a great job in dressing him up.
They were merrily laughing and drinking together even though B-Joo had to make sure not to drink too much because he didn't want to risk blowing his cover. He still had a very good time, especially with Hansol next to him smiling at him like this. It made him almost forget that the other was actually smiling at 'Byungsoon' and not at 'Byungjoo'.
“Hey guys, let's hit the dance floor!”, A-tom finally suggested and everyone agreed.
B-Joo was a bit nervous, though. Yes, he was one of the top dancers but...he couldn't do his usual dance moves in this disguise, they were too powerful and sharp for a girl.
He tried hard to recall the moves he had seen the girl bands make in their MVs or on music shows and started moving his body hesitantly. Suddenly he felt a hand on his hip and a warm body pressed against his back.
“Need some help sweety?”, he heard someone chuckle next to his ear and immediately backed away a bit, blushing. The brunette just grinned. “Don't worry, I don't bite...well unless you want me to”, he said with a smirk as he approached B-Joo again.
“Uhm...I think I'll have to decline your offer”, he said trying to back away even more which proved to be quite a task due to the dancing bodies around them. Just great, why did HE have to be the one to make a move on him? He wanted Hansol's attention and not Xero's!
While B-Joo considered Hansol a flirt, Xero was even worse and unfortunately he seemed to have taken a liking in 'Byungsoon'.
“Are you sure about that?”, the taller asked, snaking an arm around B-Joo's waist again and letting it slide lower cupping his ass. B-Joo's eyes widened in shock and before he knew what he was doing his hand collided with Xero's cheek.
He looked at the taller in shock. His first instinct was to apologize, but before any words could leave his mouth a hand grabbed his wrist and pulled him away.
Xero just stood there and rubbed his stinging cheek. “That's what you get for being too cocky”, he heard A-Tom laugh next to him. “But did you really have to go that far?” “I just wanted to tease him a but, after all, you two ruined my moment with Hansol! I was SO CLOSE to kissing him!”, the older argued.
“Oh come on! You know he really likes Hansol! You can just go and find someone else to fuck.”, A-tom said. “Are you volunteering?”, Xero asked, smirk back in place. “If you want to be murdered by Sehyuk hyung”, the red-head replied with a smirk of his own.
~
At the other end of the club B-Joo finally emerged from the mass of dancing and grinding bodies. “Thank you”, he said and finally looked at his savior only to be pleasantly surprised. He had expected A-tom to be the person who had saved him but not Hansol.
Instantly his heart started beating faster, because he noticed that the hand of the other dancer was still firmly wrapped around his wrist.
The brunette seemed to notice this and immediately let go of the younger. “I'm am really sorry for his behavior. Are you alright?”, he asked sounding concerned.
B-Joo nodded. “Yes, don't worry, I was just a bit startled” “Just startled? So if he had behaved you'd actually consider dating him?”, the smaller asked with a chuckle and B-Joo grimaced at the thought.
“No...NO! He's ..he's not my type”, he answered laughing.
Hansol raised an eyebrow. “Really? What's your type then?”, he asked and B-Joo fell silent. What was he going to say now?
He looked away embarrassed. He bit his lip contemplating if he should tell the other the truth or not.
In the end he decided to just stick with the truth. What could go wrong? He was 'Byungsoon' right now, So if he was rejected right now it wouldn't matter, right?
“Well, actually you're just my type”, he finally admitted with a shy smile. “And yours?”
Hansol smiled widely. “Actually you're just my type as well! So...would it be okay if I invited you for a drink?...away from the others?”, he asked and held out his hand for B-Joo. The younger didn't hesitate before he nodded and took the hand of his hyung.
Hansol led him through the club, past the bar, where he bought them them a bottle of soju, up some stairs to the second floor and into one of the private rooms. It wasn't really a room but more a small booth with a leather couch, a small table and a curtain at the entrance to block the view. It was more quiet inside the booth and B-Joo was glad he didn't have to evade any more sweating bodies.
“Way better, isn't it?”, Hansol asked with a smile and closed the curtain before he sat down next to B-Joo. The younger nodded but at the same time he realized that he was alone with the other dancer right now. They were alone and they were a private room. Hansol had led him here ...was he probably planning to...? “Don't worry, I'm not like Jiho. I won't do anything you don't want.”, the older said and poured both of them a glass of soju. B-Joo blushed. Was his nervousness that obvious?
“I'm sorry”, the taller apologized when his hyung handed him the glass. “Don't be. To be honest...I think you're very nice and attractive and...I'd really like to kiss you or maybe more but...”, he looked at him earnestly. “only if you if you want it, too.”, Hansol explained.
The younger dancer gulped. Hansol wanted to kiss him? But only if he was okay with it...of course he was okay with it! He wanted nothing more than that!
He nodded eagerly. “Yes!”, he said and immediately clamped his hand over his mouth. He didn't mean to be this excited...at least not this obviously.
The brunette smiled at B-Joo's cute behavior. “So...when you say yes...does that mean it's okay to kiss you?”, he asked with a slight smile.
Again, the younger nodded. And again, Hansol smiled that irresistible smile before he lifted his hand to B-Joo's face and gently caressed his cheek with the back of his fingers.
The other dancer closed his eyes and leaned into the gentle touch. His heart was beating so fast and loud that he was sure Hansol was going to hear it. He had waited for this moment for so long.
He could feel the other's breath on his skin as he leaned closer and his hand left B-Joo's cheek to lightly rest in the back of his neck. And finally FINALLY he could feel the soft lips of his hyung on his own.
It wasn't how he had always imagined his first kiss with the older male but ,then again, he had always imagined his hyung would either just push him up against a wall and kiss him passionately before he'd fuck him against the same wall or he'd steal B-Joo's first kiss randomly in a corner or in the van between schedules and (hopefully) fuck him as soon as they were back at the dorm.
Well, yes, B-Joo's phantasies involved a lot of sex but he'd been in love with the other for quite some time now and seriously...watching the older dance and and move his sweaty body in that sexy way and with that sassy smirk on his lips every fucking day was more than frustrating.
So, the kiss wasn't like what he had imagined but he didn't mind. It was sweet and innocent and that felt very good in another way.
After a few moments their lips parted again.
“That was...very nice”, Hansol said smiling and B-Joo nodded. “Can we do it again?”
At his hyung's request B-Joo smiled and this time he placed his hand in the back of Hansol's neck to pull him into another kiss. Their second kiss was less innocent and turned more and more passionate with every passing second.
B-Joo could feel Hansol's tongue pressing against his lips and his arm wrapping around his middle to pull him closer. He felt like he was walking on cloud nine. The feel, sound, smell and taste of Hansol was dominating all his senses and when they parted again both of them were gasping for air.
B-Joo was aroused and a look down Hansol's body showed that the older was at least half hard as well. Fortunately the frills of B-Joo's dress did a good job in hiding his erection, but he was sure that if they continued like this Hansol would discover the troth pretty quickly.
Hansol's eyes followed the other's direction of view and noticed the very visible tent in his tight-fitting jeans. “Oh...sorry about that”, he said and pulled away a bit, trying to cover the bulge with the hem of his shirt.
B-Joo smiled nervously. “No...it's okay”, he said and smiled nervously. What was he going to do now? He couldn't keep going like this. There were a few very MALE features about himself that he definitely couldn't hide if they continued. But he didn't really want to stop just like this either. Maybe he could...
“I-I could help you with that...?”, he offered in a small voice, cheeks flushed from embarrassment.
Hansol looked at him, surprise clearly visible on his face. For a moment both of them were silent and B-Joo was wondering if it had been better if he hadn't said anything. The way Hansol looked at him made him nervous; as if the other was trying to read something in his eyes.
The younger was just about to take his offer back when the brunette finally spake again.
“That would be nice”, he said with a small nod.
B-Joo swallowed and nodded in return. He was glad he had gotten a positive answer but the nervousness didn't go away, if anything it only got worse.
He shifted closer to his hyung again and reached his hand, putting it on Hansol's thigh and slowly sliding upwards towards his crotch. The younger bit his lip and his gaze flickered between the othere's face and the bulge in his pants.
Just before his fingers grazed Hansol's erection the other's hand wrapped around his wrist, stopping him.
“Before we do this, can I ask you something?”, the brunette asked and B-Joo just nodded dumbly.
What was his hyung going to ask him? If he was really sure about this? If he has a boyfriend? If hansol was his first? It really didn't matter because the younger dancer really wanted this and whatever it was Hansol wanted to know, he would just answer him so they could continue.
“What do you want to know?”, he asked with a small smile.
“Why are you doing this?”
The younger dancer was confused. “I....because I like you and...I didn't want to leave you like this”, he answered, not really understanding the point of Hansol's question.
The older male sighed. “Okay, let me rephrase that:”, he said and closed his eyes for a short moment as if to collect his thoughts.
“How much longer are you going to pretend you're a girl, Byungjoo?”
B-Joo froze, his eyes widening in shock.
He knew!? Hansol knew it was him?!
“...Wh-when...?”, he stuttered.
Hansol rolled his eyes. “right from the start, of course! Did you really think I wouldn't recognize my best friend?”
“Why...why didn't you say something?”, the younger wanted to know. Why would the other play along if he didn't know the purpose of B-Joo's disguise? And the others? Had they known, too? What if all of them were just having a good laugh on his expense right now? Hansol included!
He buried his face in his hands. FUCK! Xero had touched his ass and Hansol had kissed him and he was sure they wouldn't let him live it down. He really felt like crying.
A hand landed on his head gently ruffling the hair of his wig. “Hey ...stop thinking so hard.”, he said and B-Joo could hear the gently smile in his voice.
“I just wanted to know what was going on. First you are mad at me and don't talk to me for days and now you show up here dressed like this, you kiss me and ...and...I'm confused, you know?”, Hansol explained.
“All I want to know is: why? Because I don't understand.”, he said and looked at B-Joo hoping for an answer.
The younger dancer looked at him, uncertain what to do. This was his chance to tell Hansol how he felt right? He was still afraid to tell him, but what was he going to tell him if not the truth? There was no reasonable explanation for...this.
“Can you promise me something?”
Hansol wasn't really sure what the other wanted, but he still nodded. He just wanted to know what was going on with his friend.
“Promise me that we'll still be friends, no matter why I did this.”, B-Joo requested and looked at him in earnest.
The older couldn't hold back a slight chuckle. “Silly, of course we'll still be friends. Nothing you might say could change that!”, he said with a reassuring smile and B-Joo believed him.
He nodded. “Okay...”
He took a deep breath.
“I like you hyung.”
….
“like...I really like you. More than a friend.”, he confessed. He hadn't really expected Hansol to jump for joy but B-Joo found his lack of reaction pretty unsettling.
“Hanso-”
“I'm sorry, Byungjoo.”
“Why?” The younger was utterly confused right now. Was he sorry he didn't feel the same?
“Because ...now that I know how you feel about me we can't stay friends...”, he answered.
The younger couldn't believe his ears. “What?”
“You heard me, we can't stay friends anymore.”, he repeated and B-Joo could feel his heart break.
No! That couldn't be true! This had to be some kind of cruel nightmare ore some sick joke. It was bad enough that Hansol didn't reciprocate his feelings but he would be able to live with that eventually. But...loosing Hansol as a friend as well...
B-Joo felt how, against his will, his eyes started welling up with tears. He didn't want to cry in front of Hansol, but he couldn't stop the tears from falling.
“But...but you promised...”, he stammered brokenly looking down at his hands in his lap that started to blur.
A hand came into view and gently lifted B-Joo's chin so that he had to look at Hansol.
He wanted to resist when he suddenly felt soft lips pressing against his again lovingly. When they parted he looked at the smaller dancer confused. He didn't understand anything anymore.
“But you just said...”
“I said we couldn't be friends anymore, yes...”, he said nodding and started smiling brightly
“because I want you to be my boyfriend.”
“Really?”, the taller asked, not sure if this was really happening.
“Yes”, Hansol confirmed. “I like you, too. I have liked you for some time already and I really want you to be my boyfriend, so...would you be my boyfriend?”, the older asked with a small smile.
B-Joo was overwhelmed. Just a minute ago he had thought that Hansol hated him because he was in love with him and now...now he was asking him to be his boyfriend.
“Of course!”, he practically shouted in the other's face and wrapped his arms around Hansol's shoulders.
The other dancer laughed merrily and wrapped his arms around B-Joo's middle to pull him closer. He kissed him passionately and the younger male sighed into the kiss enjoying the warmth of Hansol's body pressed against his own.
“One more question, though.”, Hansol said in between kisses. “Why did you dress up like this? It definitely looks good on you, but why?”, he asked chuckling.
“What? But you said that if I was a girl, you'd...you know... and I thought that if I dressed up like a girl....”, B-Joo explained. Hansol couldn't have forgotten already, right?
Hansol looked at him for a moment and then started laughing. “Seriously?! You thought you'd have to dress up like this for me to like you? Oh JooJoo, you have no idea!”, he said and kissed him enthusiastically.
“But you said that..” “I know, but I only said that to escape the situation. When the others pointed out that I liked you you looked like a deer caught in headlights. And I really didn't want you to find out like that. “, Hansol admitted.
B-Joo chuckled. “I'm not quite sure if it was better like this”, he said. “Well, it was definitely a unique situation.” , the brunette argued with a laugh.
“You're right”, the younger agreed and stole another kiss from his new boyfriend.
“Sooooo...now that we're officially dating... does your offer still stand?”, Hansol asked with a cheeky grin.
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“Hey! There you are!”, B-Joo heard A-Tom's familiar voice behind him and then felt a hand on his shoulder. He cursed under his breath. He just wanted to go home with Hansol and get into bed with him. Yes, he was kinda thankful that the other's plan had worked...more or less...but he really didn't want to deal with the others right now. Especially not with...
“Hey hyung why did you take off the wig? You looked so cute!”, Xero asked and slung his arm around B-Joo's waist from the opposite side.
Automatically B-Joo shot A-tom a glare. “Did you tell him?!”
Immediately the red-head threw up his arms in defense, signaling that he had nothing to do with it.
“Relax Byungjoo-yah, I knew it from the beginning, but you just looked so cute like this”, Xero commented with a cheeky smile.
The silver-haired dancer glared at the taller boy for a moment before he he punched the taller in the gut and pulled Hansol away with him, leaving behind a frantically laughing A-Tom and a sulking Xero.
Beside him Hansol was laughing. “Byungjoo, I swear, if you weren't my boyfriend already, I'd ask you to become it now!”, he said and pressed a kiss to B-Joo's cheek.
It made the younger grin like a Cheshire cat. He really liked the sound of Hansol calling him his boyfriend.
Together they got their jackets from the cloakroom and went outside to get a cab back to B-Joo's dorm.
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A few kilometers away, inside the dorm P-Goon's cell phone started ringing and pulled him from his well-deserved sleep. He had enjoyed the silence that that the absence of the younger members had brought with it.
With a groan he picked up his his phone. “What do you want?”, he asked, having seen his lover's name on the display. Over the loud booming of the music he could hear a low chuckle at the other end of the line. “Now now baby, is that a way to greet your significant other?”, A-Tom asked amused.
The older just grunted in response.
“Anyways...I'm just calling to say that you better get Hyunho hyung out of the dorm before Hansol hyung and Byungjoo hyung get home...unless you want him to suffer trauma from listening to the two of them have sex. I'll text you the address of the club we're at. See you later babe~”, the younger chirped and hung up.
P-Goon looked at his cell phone disbelieving before he jumped out of bed.
“Hyunho, we're going out!”
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A/N: this it my first ever ToppDogg fanfiction and I hope you liked it. It was actually planned as a one shot but I had so much fun writing that I'm going to start a mini series ^_^ so stay tuned <3