an epiphany...
people break your trust, heart, and expectations and thats ok...no one is perfect...and im forgiving...i just need to make sure i learn from this...
I cant believe you actually told me...i keep thinking about it and i could never actually do it now...i dont know why you told me but i think its a trust thing...and even if its not thats what im making it...and i will not break that...yes i know, but i will never do anything with it.
Last night was a good convo...it was needed...your a good friend...i like talking to you...it definately put me in a better mood than i was in...i was pissed.
I dont want drama...ugh! So, Im trying to not let things bother me...
So. i just took my OT survey test...i have no idea how i did...i guess i just hope i passed...it was a hard test...i studied kind of a lot and i still think its touch and go...oh well...i guess i will learn from this too...
I'm getting excited for Tijuana...The Farmer, and Gemima and I were talking about it and then I had a dream about it last night...i need to send out letters to people!
I cant believe you actually told me...i keep thinking about it and i could never actually do it now...i dont know why you told me but i think its a trust thing...and even if its not thats what im making it...and i will not break that...yes i know, but i will never do anything with it.
Last night was a good convo...it was needed...your a good friend...i like talking to you...it definately put me in a better mood than i was in...i was pissed.
I dont want drama...ugh! So, Im trying to not let things bother me...
So. i just took my OT survey test...i have no idea how i did...i guess i just hope i passed...it was a hard test...i studied kind of a lot and i still think its touch and go...oh well...i guess i will learn from this too...
I'm getting excited for Tijuana...The Farmer, and Gemima and I were talking about it and then I had a dream about it last night...i need to send out letters to people!