And how I was to wax poetically!

May 30, 2007 21:58

But right now I'm just darn tired.

I was mulling around ideas of direction (in life) and how it's something that I've not truly thought about.  Mostly because I assumed things would work out, or something would happen to make it all fall into place.

Obviously it's not quite the case, though I have had some serious luck on my side from time to time that has made some things come together.  Having good dependable friends certainly doesn't hurt in that aspect, either.

Now, I just wish I could get things together enough to do more musing on this subject.  It seems my evenings are chopped into small bits and it's difficult to get focus on a single thing.  I know I don't keep crazy hours... up by 5:30am (or 5:39, or 5:48, depending on how many times I hit the snooze button) and usually to bed by 10 or 10:30pm, but I'm almost constantly zonked by about 7:30.

Yesterday was a bit better as I shipped out an arm-load of eBay stuffs that I sold (yay, easily enough to cover a bus pass), so I think just scooting down to Grant Park might've broken me out of my malaise somewhat.

Of course, this constant lack of sunshine could be something to do with it, too.  Honestly... how many days in a row do we need clouds and rain?!

Though there is a lighter side to my car being out of commission as well; I've tried a couple different strategies for getting home from work on the bus.  This has helped form a couple new neural pathways to work around how to get groceries home in easy manageable trips and shrug off the car dependency a bit more.

Then again, if I wasn't so tired I'd be doing better with this stream of consciousness stuff!

Bed is a good thing.

bus, malaise, life, planning, ebay, car, rain, future

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