Been a long time.
Being SIngle on Valentine's day sucks sooo much.
I always hated it, but never realized how ridiculously horrible it was until this year.
So to all those who were single this year... just keep hoping and looking. Don't forget that sometimes love won't look like you expect it to.... So stop trying to make your ideal scenario come true, because you will be waiting a long time.
Sooo Scott Thomas McCarthy made me a VERY happy girl this year by being my FIRST Valentine's boyfriend ever. With the help of Marie and myspace he got me some wonderful gifts, and made my day absolutely perfect.
So getting passed that, everything else in my life is messy and complicated. All of my relationships (except for with Scott) are skewered and uncomfortable. I'm changing, and I'm not sure I'm adjusting to who I have become. I'm not sure if I should adjust, or if I should just fight this alternate me for as long as possible.
Sooo, I have been meaning to write for like 2 weeks, but I just couldnt' be bothered. Well, now that I'm finally writing I'm drawing a comple blank to all the things I was supposed to fill you guys in on.
Well, life is good. Hope all of you can say the same!
HappyValentines Day
I always hated it, but never realized how ridiculously horrible it was until this year.
So to all those who were single this year... just keep hoping and looking. Don't forget that sometimes love won't look like you expect it to.... So stop trying to make your ideal scenario come true, because you will be waiting a long time.
Sooo Scott Thomas McCarthy made me a VERY happy girl this year by being my FIRST Valentine's boyfriend ever. With the help of Marie and myspace he got me some wonderful gifts, and made my day absolutely perfect.
So getting passed that, everything else in my life is messy and complicated. All of my relationships (except for with Scott) are skewered and uncomfortable. I'm changing, and I'm not sure I'm adjusting to who I have become. I'm not sure if I should adjust, or if I should just fight this alternate me for as long as possible.
Sooo, I have been meaning to write for like 2 weeks, but I just couldnt' be bothered. Well, now that I'm finally writing I'm drawing a comple blank to all the things I was supposed to fill you guys in on.
Well, life is good. Hope all of you can say the same!
HappyValentines Day