May 21, 2011 15:18
Title: The Silent Beauty
Pairing: OnKey (girl Key) [Onew POV]
Rating: G
Genre: Angst
Summary: It's my ability. God gave it for free to me.
It's my ability. God gave it for free to me. It's very easy for me to approach people. well, actually with a little help from my parents that I used to be a friendly and courteous person.
And it starts in that day. She was the only person who did not respond to me. First time I saw her I've found that she had beautiful eyes. He helped me stand up from my fall at that time. Yes, her eyes are very beautiful. I can only praise her eyes, because that's all I could see. Part of his face drowned by white mask. She always walked up the rear. She walked slowly creeping. Her legs were always moving slowly, those white skinny legs . Her beautiful fingers sometimes touching her face, fix her mask position. She keep her head up never bowed. She looks fragile and powerful at the same time.
Since that, I become like this. My body's like having a strange sensor that can detect the presence of this weird girl. Always waiting her and being late with her (she’s always late). My eyes like automaticly watch her, make sure that she climbs or down the stairs safely. This is weird though, but she just make me feel..eummm worrysome?.
Then easily I know that she is Kim GwiBoon. You know, well she's kinda popular. People call her an alien. Never talk or interact with others. And she's got a highly contagious disease. In addition, she also had a scandal with the chairman. That’s all they said. I'm sure if they themselves not really sure about the news of Kim GwiBoon.
I can assure that her infectious diseases is wrong. The first time I met her, I've touched her. She helped me stand up at the time. And nothing happened to me.
Until that day, I still remember the beautiful sky that afternoon. I'm lost in a lost paradise on earth. Actually, I often get lost with myself (daydreaming). A house is a beautiful green glass. There also I found the beauty that exceeds the beauty of the sky at the time.
That pink lips, that beautiful nose, that beautiful facial bones are all beautifully strung with empty eyes on a beautiful white face. There was no mask that covered it.
I didn’t really remember what happened after that, everything’s vague. All I remember is when I walked out of that glass house. She is beautiful! She is beautiful! She is beautiful! Fulfilling my head before I realized I didn’t know where am I? Where is the exit way?. Like a fool I went back and asked for her take me. And God does love me. You will not believe what I saw, laughter and beautiful smile from her lips that only belongs to me.
She put his mask back. Ah too bad.
Without spoke, she walked right past me. I just looked at her confused. She moved his head told me to follow her. I still have not gotten my mind.
I thought she would just told me the way out. Apparently she even accompanied me tour around the school. She walked with her hand groping the wall. It was kind of makes me worried. She stopped at every important rooms in silence. And I just ...
"Woahhh so this is the laboratory?!" When we got to the lab and go for a look around.
"Hemmm, this is the library?!" When we reached the library.
And so on. She didn’t say anything, but it seems her mouth moving behind the mask when she prevented me touch anything or move in the wrong direction. But she didn’t speak.
"Hey! Let show me the way to our class from here! "I pleaded. Without any expression, she turned and started walking towards our class. I immediately sat down at her desk when we got in our class, while she was only silence at the front door of the classroom. I stood on her chair. Suddenly, her long fingers pulled my uniform sleeve. I'm sure saw her mouth moving behind the mask. She seemed to scold me?.
I squat, align my face with hers. "Hey, did you just scold me?! Why are not you let it out?! ".
For a moment she just looked at me silently. She released her hand from my uniform sleeve. And walked slowly toward the blackboard. He wrote something with a smal chalk in hand and then turned toward me. She opened her mask.
Written on the board:
I do not like to talk. A waste of time.
And I read her mouth movement that says:
I'm mute.
I want to stay in the dream
But the sun moved the night away
***
I moved my hands to practice the hard work that I studied. The body language for the mute that I read all day long. But instead, she frowned and laughed. She's very clever you know! She made us to communicate with an easier way. By using the i-pad. But communicating with this way was too direct. Actually sign language that I'd show her, it said I like you.
Yeah, I think I like her. Tee-hee-hee You know love at first sight~ Though only a few days with her. I find that she is smart. She often 'talk' about a lot of new things for me, mostly about plants and fashion. If you look again, her appearance is differs from others. Despite wearing the same uniform with the other female students, who knows what she's doing, but that uniform looks so glamorous in her graceful body.
She is also very confident and a bit harsh. She often hits me if my clumsyness take over me. I ever told her that she is very beautiful. She just turned toward me and his lips 'said' with her diva-style "I know!".
It has been like to be my habit to go into that small greenhouse. 'Chat' with her, teasing her, she taught wonderful things with her chemical capability and of all that, I just wanted to see her.
It is good, like she didn’t give others know about her. In my heart, I'm happy. Means that only me could see her face. Only me was invited to 'talk' with her. Only me.
I didn’t see her in the greenhouse. I've been looking for her. I frantically searched for her. And she smiled out from behind her favorite small maple tree. And directly led me to the balcony her favorite places. My favorite place too.
"what were you doing? I'd look for you! I think you're eating alone without invite me! " For some reason, only the stupid things that always come out of my mouth.
She smiled, her mouth said “Secret!”.
Its very sweet how she said it with a smile. Make me want to be spoiled. "Huh?! You've got a secret now! All right! So this is how you play in my back! " Something stupid again.
She said “don’t be spoiled! You can open it later! On your birthday! It's a gift!”.
Now, me, we don’t need the i-pad to communicate. I'm used to read her breath.
Saw her like that. I really want to be spoiled, spoiled. I pouted.
Suddenly she hugged me and rubbed her head in my chest. My heart was beating fast. I Didn’t know what was am I doing?!. I Kissed her lightly and pulled her back right away when I back to my real. I Did not Want To see her, my heart still beating uncontolled. But, Suddenly she pressed her face Towards mine. She Kissed me. Lust . I deepened the kiss lustfuly. She inserted her tongue to my mouth and I just sucked it. It was a Seductive kiss. Her lips, her mouth was very delicious. I closed my eyes enjoyed her lips. Almost 10 minutes my mouth 'ate' hers. Soft, warm, delicious.
__
Fishy, I taste Fishy in my mouth. I opened my eyes, she's frowned, her lips trembled a little, she looked in pain.
I let go of the kiss. Slowly I pulled my lips. I saw her lips red, filled with blood which she tried to wipe it with her beutiful hand. I Touched my lips. It still felt Fishy. Blood.
Hpp, ___ __ okhoukk ukhokk
She Covered her mouth with her hand. Suddenly blood out Through the sidelines of her fingers that covered her lips.
She continued to hold her cough, and blood continues to wet her hands.
Ah! Sorry! Forgive me! Forgive me! How I __ukhokk okhokk ukhokk __
In panic she tried to cleanse her blood splashed on my shirt with her white hand. It's looks terrible with the splattered blood.
What happened?
Her body was shaking, she continued to spit blood from her mouth.
sorry, I'm sorry __ I __
She wiped blood on her face with the back of her sleeve.
__ your shirt get dirty like this! I __
Slim fingers wiped my white shirt, made it red with blood.
What is this?.
I held her trembling hands, released it from my shirt.
ah! Do__ do not touch me!
She tried to pull her hand from my grasp in a panic.
She was very thin, her hand's so small, no power from her thin hands. My eyes, my eyes couldn’t get out of the bloodied face infront of me. Read every single mute words that came out from her breath.
No! __ Look! your hands get dirty __!
With a sad face, her hands straining tried regardless of my grip.
Her hands tried to hold the railing tightly. Her eyes closed in pain and her hand finally fell limp. She collapsed in front of me.
Again and again ... it can not, it can not Happen.
I keep telling to my self like a fool.
***
Why this school has no LIF!.
I carried her on my back. She was like almost dead. With blood smeared on her face and hands. I ran my best. My legs shook. I didn’t care about hitting some people, that blocked my way. I didn’t care about the horrified screams from the girls that we passed. I didn’t care for some wide-eyed look at us.
I could feel her breath to falter in my neck. I could feel her heartbeat was very weak and slow on my back. Suddenly, her hands grabbed my shoulder tightly. That must be very pain.
I beg you GwiBoon.
Tears were flew from the tip of my eye. When I felt her lips touched my left ear. Her breath said I love you. But it feels very painful. Few times I felt her breath said that. Before finally her head fell back on my shoulder.
"shut up GwiBoon! Shut up and hold it! "I tried to hide my tears.
It's already on the first floor. Just a little more.
"I'll carry you, I'm with you! Shut up! Do not move! Do not do anything! Just breathe! I know! I know! I know! " I know I know you love me ....
The_ exit
"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU MORE!" I shout it all out.
GwiBoon, stay with me.
Do not love. It hurts so much That you feel like dying.
Tears fall Each and Everyday.
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emmm like the note said.. i just realized how beautiful she he is *admiring* 0,0
all are wellcome...*huggy*
again, sorry for everything TT^TT
onkey