A Monolog Movie
Title: A Monolog Movie
Pairing: OnKey (girl Key) [Key POV]
Rating: G
Genre: Angst
Summary: God really love my voice I guess, so He can’t bear to take it back from me, so yeah it’s okay. God can do whatever He want. He is the real almighty btw.
My life?
As a drama, my life surrounded by privilege. I'm the main character. See the crowd girls over there? they always see me with their little eyes. Whispering. Of course about me.
Brukk ...
Ah my shoulder’s pain. While the girls clustered only in whispers, the boys are more attractive, They really like hitting my shoulder. Luckily there are railings which always helps me keep my body when they are happy to destabilize the balance of my body. My body is a bit eummm ... unbalance?.
I fixed my mask position, ensuring it remains in its place. I'm quite popular though, in other ways_
"Huwaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Watch out! " Brukk brakk brukk.
I don’t know what happened. A Tofu roll?, or at least that’s it looks like in my eyes. Unpalatable rolled on the stairs in front of me. The big white tofu stopped one stair right in front of me, rubbed the back of his head.
"Ouch! Ouch! ouch! It's huuuuuuurrrrttttt ~ ~ “ said that tofu. Actually after I saw it again, he was a boy who with just look at his face, you could see his clumsyness.
Hmph ... automatic small smile formed behind my mask. He's cute!. I dunno, it was very funny just by look at this tofu. I held out my right hand to help him stand. He welcomed my hand and stood with difficulty.
"Thank__"
I think, he intends to thank me, before some other boys pulled him from both sides.
I could hear them whispering in that tofu boy’s ears before they dragged him away from me. They said "she's what we talked about before! Kim GwiBoon it is! " while the other boys warned him " don’t touch her! You will be infected by her disease!! ".
Actually it’s quite funny to see people with cautious outlook guessing my illness that they say 'highly pathogenic' there is even a mention if I have a contagious disease transmitted by aliens. They're stupid! I enjoy my life with their stupidity.
I also play as a loyal audience of my life’s drama.
The truth?. I do have a disease, but the disease only belongs to me alone, is not contagious. Regarding why I always wear this mask?, I just don’t want to seem weird. Isn’t that strange if my mouth moves but no sound that accompanies it movement?.
Eh? Have not I told you? I am a mute girl.
God really love my voice i guess, so He can’t bear to take it back from me, so yeah it’s okay. God can do whatever He want. He is the real almighty btw.
Their serious faces and glaring eyes when i passed them, actually kind of funny. They didn’t know I was laughing behind this mask that covered my mouth. Fufufu.
Ahhhh, I'm late again. I'm always late though. Well, because basically my foot isn’t able to walk faster. That's a little sore.
I opened the classroom door. As usual, they already know with my kind of arrival. They even provide a special desk for me. Single desk in the corner near the entrance door. They know it’s difficult for me to walk without hold something.
I sat in the main actress chair.
Eh? There was a new desk next to mine?. Hooo ~ that's the white tofu.
When I sat down, a lot of whispers about how he was unlucky person who occupies a place next to me. I don’t care.
"Hey hey hey! I just saw you! "All of a sudden that white tofu whispered near my ear. I'm not interested.
"Hey! I recently moved 2 days ago! I’m your new friends! You didn’t go 2 days ago, you were sick huh? " He was leaning towards me.
I'm really not interested. Me and my life is interesting enough for me. I don’t need an additional actor in my drama.
"HEYYY ME IS JINKI !!” his words. with odd half-yelling tone. His face was very close to my face.
While everyone in the class laughed looked toward him, who was with stupid rubbed the back of his head when the teacher scolded him because made noise. I still have trouble set my heart which suddenly pounding. That's the first time someone that close to me.
He and I are the same!. It's just that he's popular on mor enjoyable way.
Hahhhhh, however lifelike, yet in the end everyone will die too.
***
This is my place. I like this, the plants in small pots around me are my loyal friends. We are the same. Mute. They whisper through the wind, laughing. This is where I stay if I'm tired of hearing the voices of those who like showing off mock me. I sometimes envy the drama of their lives that have a scenario / script, because my drama is a monologue silent movie. I'm mute but I'm not deaf. I just lost my voice six years ago. My disease took it.
I think god took one by one facility to the main actress from me. Because my movie is too boring.
I sat on my stool, my throne. This greenhouse is a gift from the owner of this school. Which according to rumors is the one who was having a scandal with me. Hmph__Scandal? He is my stepfather. Well, the rumors about me was sometimes quite funny and extreme.
He gave this to me when he managed to get my mother. The location of this greenhouse is unbelievably comfortable, I could see the sky unobstructed by another building. It's on the roof of the school staff’s building. I could even swinging my feet on the balcony. It feels like flying. He also gave me herbal plants supply the fresh and beautiful. He said it may use up to me. And That's also because my mother told me that the herbal plants and fresh air is very good for my health. My mother is a nurse.
I lied my body on the balcony glass. I'm sure if viewed from above, I really like flying. I don’t know since when I'm not afraid of heights?. In the past I was very afraid of heights. Perhaps the fear is gone with my voice. God give something when He took something. Only here and in my room I open my mask (and when in the bathroom ofcourse), because only in that two places the air is delicious. I closed my eyes. Listen to the rhythm of the wind sang in my ear.
__Srekk crakk crekk__
I immediately woke up sat. There's someone in my greenhouse? My private place?. What fool who dared to enter my 'area'?. I walked into the greenhouse. From a distance of several meters, I could see his school uniform.
He was a student.
I continued my steps carefuly. I was blade the last leaf that blocked my view.
"Huh!" He said.
And I saw a male student stood with his easel position and his hands clenched ready. He saw me from the bottom up. For several long seconds, he froze in that position, looking toward me. Only flashing towards me. To be honest, he looked stupid.
Ah! I know who is this kid! He's the white tofu __ ah I mean That Jinki. I saw him from the bottom up, just like he saw me earlier. I looked at him.
What are you doing here?.
He almost like could 'hear' me, he shook his head. "I __ I just walk randomly. And unconsciously, I was at __ eumm__ " he said nervously. His hand twitched shows a strange gesture pointing all around.
Yes!. In my private place!.
I went to fix the position of my chemical bottles on the table beside him. He seems to have touched some of my stuff. I do not like it.
Again, like to know what I'm ‘saying’, he bowed and apologized to me. “Errr ___ forgive me! I didn’t mean to enter without permission, but __ errr __ "
Till when are you planing to stand there?!. I turned to him with such a garle.
It seems he was realy able to hear me!. He leaned back and left out half running.
Ahhhh, really annoying. What else have been touched?. I began to examine the entire greenhouse. I don’t like people touched my stuff. Well, I don’t like being touched either. Nearly 7 minutes I checked my glass house, before the strange footsteps approached.
"Eummmm _ errr _ sorry I interrupt again, but could you show _ the exit way? _ " that student named Jinki back, he did not get into my greenhouse. He just stood outside the door bowed, his index finger in circles on the glass door.
Huh?!. What did he say?. I turned and looked at him.
"Err __ thats __ ehu _ I mean! As I've said before, I went poorly! I just walk randomly. I don’t know where I was? Err ___ there are two down stairs, and I do not know where to where!. You know_eum this school is incredibely big! And __. "
I could take it anymore! I laughed at the stupid creature who speaks fast weirdly infront of me . Hahahaha he's very funny! Where there are people who do not know where he was?!. He is a tofu alien.
You know? People say, an alien can only communicate with fellow aliens.
***
It was even a week since I drove this Jinki alien tour around the school. He's talking a lot! Although mostly he just talks random things or not funny jokes, it's quite fun to listen to his voice. My ears hear it comfortably and now he knows if I was mute.
It's weird, I do not like when people get too close to me and he was the one who used to be the center of the crowd. We're different. But it’s fun when I’m with him.
I put the leaf, strands leaves I have chosen with affection into the preservative fluid. This may be a boring thing for others, but pretty fun for me. I like to preserve strands my favorite leaves and makes it immortal.
"Oiiiii ~what are you doooiiing?"
I'm used to this. I think, maybe it was his habit of embrace people from behind and for my case, he was very fond of hugging my waist.
"Leaf?!" he started to play my leaves. I immediately took my leaf strands of his hands.
"Hoooo ~ ~ you preserve Them? Uhh odor of this liquid is yuck!" he said. Now he's playing and sniffing the smell of my preservative fluid.
Hahhhhh ~ ~ it will not work properly.
I put down my tools and cleaned up all the tools and leaves. You know? With his clumsyness And he who can’t stay still. Everything will not run smoothly.
The afternoon sky was quite beautiful, I decided to drive him to the balcony. Moved him away from my job. Yes, since then he's always come here after school. Although I refused him at first, but his ignorance didn’t want to lose.
But, it's quite comfortable. He doesn’t force me to join his friends who are very much not counted. He also apparently doesn’t give anyone know if I was mute. Well, he let me enjoying ‘me’.
“why you preserved the leaves?!” he asked, his small eyes looked at the sky.
Because they are my favorite leaf!.
I held out my ipad screen toward him. We communicate like this, with I-pad, after he came on me before with strange movements, which he called it as body language that he learned to mute people. It was messy.
But, you kill them! > 0.
He handed me back my i-pad. Perhaps this is what makes me comfortable with him. He aligns him with my self. We speak without sound.
It's okay, in the end they will die too.
You sound so evil -_-.
I just want to make them eternal.
But they die so much faster!.
But they will be eternal, without a change to be damaged first.
You are a horrible person!.
Sometimes he's always starting fights with silly things like this. But I quite enjoy it.
YOU WANT TO FIGHT WITH ME?!!.
I glared at him. He immediately pouted his lips. Cute. Suddenly he looked at me with puppy eyes. And hugged me. By spoiled, he rubbed his head in my arms. Like a small puppy.
I'm not interested in the other. Me and my life is quite interesting for me. Well, just a little Jinki will be okay. God will not be angry. Right?
Do not love. Because the separation will always come.
***
It's like a dream.
The afternoon sky was not too good, looks very heavy. I just finished my box of gifts for Jinki. I was too brave to love him. I kissed him. We kissed. The pain came back. Blood.
And when I back to breath I was carried on his back. why could I careless like this? Why am I this brave?. I let my blood into his mouth. I even made his shirt and his hands dirty with my blood.
But I do not want that kiss ends!.
From here, I could see his face from the side. His lips were covered by my blood, sweat’s down on his neck, his ears red. I was very close to him. I could feel his breath. He ran carried me on his back. Hit a few people who obstruct his way. He didn’t say anything. I heard the hysterical screams from some of the girls we passed. Not surprisingly, they must be wondering what the hell is happening? as they saw blood.
Oh god! This is very painful.
I gripped his shoulder. I closed my eyes trying to reduce my pain. My views began to dim. Vaguely. No way!.
The doctor's words suddenly straight into my mind.
Not like when you lose your voice that gives you time long enough. later when you lose the ability of your eyes, your hearing will also disappear soon thereafter. Forgive me. But this disease is like this.
No! Not now! God, I beg!. Well, it's okay you're taking my vision now i’ve already see him this close, but please do not be my hearing. Give me time.
Painful. I tried to blink my eyes, hoping that when I opened it, the light will come again. But all was blank. Black. I tried to lift my head, hoping it's close to his ear.
I_LOVE_YOU
I tried to tell him. My lips were moving vigorously. I tried, force, hoping that sound will out of my throat. But only empty air as I breathed from my mouth.
God, please return it, lend my voice back just for this time, I want him to hear this!. There's no time anymore!.
I love you! I love you! I love you!.
Very painful, my head fell back on his shoulder.
"Shut up GwiBoon! Shut up and hold it! "He said. His voice shaky.
But I love you.
I felt my tears fell on my cheeks. I don’t know that blind eyes can still crying.
"I'll carry you, I'm with you! Shut up! Do not move! Do not do anything! Just breathe! I know! I know! I know! " His words speak unclearly.
The voices began to sound vague. Pain.
"Because I -------------" I couldn’t hear his last words even though he seemed to shout it. Hum loudly attacked my ears. Like poking my head. This hurts! Very painful.
God, why you give such an end like this for my drama? Why don’t You give me a more happy ending like usually happend in most drama?. Are you angry because I put an extra actor in my drama?
I'm without a heart, I do not have a heart
So, I wouldn't be feeling pain
Everyday I talk to myself, and put myself under a spell
But even so, I keep my shedding tears.
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errmmm i just think...sometimes voice just annoying,,hmmm yeah..just it kkkkkk
all are wellcome *bows* hug*
and...forgive me for everything...TT^TT
Pairing: OnKey (girl Key) [Key POV]
Rating: G
Genre: Angst
Summary: God really love my voice I guess, so He can’t bear to take it back from me, so yeah it’s okay. God can do whatever He want. He is the real almighty btw.
My life?
As a drama, my life surrounded by privilege. I'm the main character. See the crowd girls over there? they always see me with their little eyes. Whispering. Of course about me.
Brukk ...
Ah my shoulder’s pain. While the girls clustered only in whispers, the boys are more attractive, They really like hitting my shoulder. Luckily there are railings which always helps me keep my body when they are happy to destabilize the balance of my body. My body is a bit eummm ... unbalance?.
I fixed my mask position, ensuring it remains in its place. I'm quite popular though, in other ways_
"Huwaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Watch out! " Brukk brakk brukk.
I don’t know what happened. A Tofu roll?, or at least that’s it looks like in my eyes. Unpalatable rolled on the stairs in front of me. The big white tofu stopped one stair right in front of me, rubbed the back of his head.
"Ouch! Ouch! ouch! It's huuuuuuurrrrttttt ~ ~ “ said that tofu. Actually after I saw it again, he was a boy who with just look at his face, you could see his clumsyness.
Hmph ... automatic small smile formed behind my mask. He's cute!. I dunno, it was very funny just by look at this tofu. I held out my right hand to help him stand. He welcomed my hand and stood with difficulty.
"Thank__"
I think, he intends to thank me, before some other boys pulled him from both sides.
I could hear them whispering in that tofu boy’s ears before they dragged him away from me. They said "she's what we talked about before! Kim GwiBoon it is! " while the other boys warned him " don’t touch her! You will be infected by her disease!! ".
Actually it’s quite funny to see people with cautious outlook guessing my illness that they say 'highly pathogenic' there is even a mention if I have a contagious disease transmitted by aliens. They're stupid! I enjoy my life with their stupidity.
I also play as a loyal audience of my life’s drama.
The truth?. I do have a disease, but the disease only belongs to me alone, is not contagious. Regarding why I always wear this mask?, I just don’t want to seem weird. Isn’t that strange if my mouth moves but no sound that accompanies it movement?.
Eh? Have not I told you? I am a mute girl.
God really love my voice i guess, so He can’t bear to take it back from me, so yeah it’s okay. God can do whatever He want. He is the real almighty btw.
Their serious faces and glaring eyes when i passed them, actually kind of funny. They didn’t know I was laughing behind this mask that covered my mouth. Fufufu.
Ahhhh, I'm late again. I'm always late though. Well, because basically my foot isn’t able to walk faster. That's a little sore.
I opened the classroom door. As usual, they already know with my kind of arrival. They even provide a special desk for me. Single desk in the corner near the entrance door. They know it’s difficult for me to walk without hold something.
I sat in the main actress chair.
Eh? There was a new desk next to mine?. Hooo ~ that's the white tofu.
When I sat down, a lot of whispers about how he was unlucky person who occupies a place next to me. I don’t care.
"Hey hey hey! I just saw you! "All of a sudden that white tofu whispered near my ear. I'm not interested.
"Hey! I recently moved 2 days ago! I’m your new friends! You didn’t go 2 days ago, you were sick huh? " He was leaning towards me.
I'm really not interested. Me and my life is interesting enough for me. I don’t need an additional actor in my drama.
"HEYYY ME IS JINKI !!” his words. with odd half-yelling tone. His face was very close to my face.
While everyone in the class laughed looked toward him, who was with stupid rubbed the back of his head when the teacher scolded him because made noise. I still have trouble set my heart which suddenly pounding. That's the first time someone that close to me.
He and I are the same!. It's just that he's popular on mor enjoyable way.
Hahhhhh, however lifelike, yet in the end everyone will die too.
***
This is my place. I like this, the plants in small pots around me are my loyal friends. We are the same. Mute. They whisper through the wind, laughing. This is where I stay if I'm tired of hearing the voices of those who like showing off mock me. I sometimes envy the drama of their lives that have a scenario / script, because my drama is a monologue silent movie. I'm mute but I'm not deaf. I just lost my voice six years ago. My disease took it.
I think god took one by one facility to the main actress from me. Because my movie is too boring.
I sat on my stool, my throne. This greenhouse is a gift from the owner of this school. Which according to rumors is the one who was having a scandal with me. Hmph__Scandal? He is my stepfather. Well, the rumors about me was sometimes quite funny and extreme.
He gave this to me when he managed to get my mother. The location of this greenhouse is unbelievably comfortable, I could see the sky unobstructed by another building. It's on the roof of the school staff’s building. I could even swinging my feet on the balcony. It feels like flying. He also gave me herbal plants supply the fresh and beautiful. He said it may use up to me. And That's also because my mother told me that the herbal plants and fresh air is very good for my health. My mother is a nurse.
I lied my body on the balcony glass. I'm sure if viewed from above, I really like flying. I don’t know since when I'm not afraid of heights?. In the past I was very afraid of heights. Perhaps the fear is gone with my voice. God give something when He took something. Only here and in my room I open my mask (and when in the bathroom ofcourse), because only in that two places the air is delicious. I closed my eyes. Listen to the rhythm of the wind sang in my ear.
__Srekk crakk crekk__
I immediately woke up sat. There's someone in my greenhouse? My private place?. What fool who dared to enter my 'area'?. I walked into the greenhouse. From a distance of several meters, I could see his school uniform.
He was a student.
I continued my steps carefuly. I was blade the last leaf that blocked my view.
"Huh!" He said.
And I saw a male student stood with his easel position and his hands clenched ready. He saw me from the bottom up. For several long seconds, he froze in that position, looking toward me. Only flashing towards me. To be honest, he looked stupid.
Ah! I know who is this kid! He's the white tofu __ ah I mean That Jinki. I saw him from the bottom up, just like he saw me earlier. I looked at him.
What are you doing here?.
He almost like could 'hear' me, he shook his head. "I __ I just walk randomly. And unconsciously, I was at __ eumm__ " he said nervously. His hand twitched shows a strange gesture pointing all around.
Yes!. In my private place!.
I went to fix the position of my chemical bottles on the table beside him. He seems to have touched some of my stuff. I do not like it.
Again, like to know what I'm ‘saying’, he bowed and apologized to me. “Errr ___ forgive me! I didn’t mean to enter without permission, but __ errr __ "
Till when are you planing to stand there?!. I turned to him with such a garle.
It seems he was realy able to hear me!. He leaned back and left out half running.
Ahhhh, really annoying. What else have been touched?. I began to examine the entire greenhouse. I don’t like people touched my stuff. Well, I don’t like being touched either. Nearly 7 minutes I checked my glass house, before the strange footsteps approached.
"Eummmm _ errr _ sorry I interrupt again, but could you show _ the exit way? _ " that student named Jinki back, he did not get into my greenhouse. He just stood outside the door bowed, his index finger in circles on the glass door.
Huh?!. What did he say?. I turned and looked at him.
"Err __ thats __ ehu _ I mean! As I've said before, I went poorly! I just walk randomly. I don’t know where I was? Err ___ there are two down stairs, and I do not know where to where!. You know_eum this school is incredibely big! And __. "
I could take it anymore! I laughed at the stupid creature who speaks fast weirdly infront of me . Hahahaha he's very funny! Where there are people who do not know where he was?!. He is a tofu alien.
You know? People say, an alien can only communicate with fellow aliens.
***
It was even a week since I drove this Jinki alien tour around the school. He's talking a lot! Although mostly he just talks random things or not funny jokes, it's quite fun to listen to his voice. My ears hear it comfortably and now he knows if I was mute.
It's weird, I do not like when people get too close to me and he was the one who used to be the center of the crowd. We're different. But it’s fun when I’m with him.
I put the leaf, strands leaves I have chosen with affection into the preservative fluid. This may be a boring thing for others, but pretty fun for me. I like to preserve strands my favorite leaves and makes it immortal.
"Oiiiii ~what are you doooiiing?"
I'm used to this. I think, maybe it was his habit of embrace people from behind and for my case, he was very fond of hugging my waist.
"Leaf?!" he started to play my leaves. I immediately took my leaf strands of his hands.
"Hoooo ~ ~ you preserve Them? Uhh odor of this liquid is yuck!" he said. Now he's playing and sniffing the smell of my preservative fluid.
Hahhhhh ~ ~ it will not work properly.
I put down my tools and cleaned up all the tools and leaves. You know? With his clumsyness And he who can’t stay still. Everything will not run smoothly.
The afternoon sky was quite beautiful, I decided to drive him to the balcony. Moved him away from my job. Yes, since then he's always come here after school. Although I refused him at first, but his ignorance didn’t want to lose.
But, it's quite comfortable. He doesn’t force me to join his friends who are very much not counted. He also apparently doesn’t give anyone know if I was mute. Well, he let me enjoying ‘me’.
“why you preserved the leaves?!” he asked, his small eyes looked at the sky.
Because they are my favorite leaf!.
I held out my ipad screen toward him. We communicate like this, with I-pad, after he came on me before with strange movements, which he called it as body language that he learned to mute people. It was messy.
But, you kill them! > 0.
He handed me back my i-pad. Perhaps this is what makes me comfortable with him. He aligns him with my self. We speak without sound.
It's okay, in the end they will die too.
You sound so evil -_-.
I just want to make them eternal.
But they die so much faster!.
But they will be eternal, without a change to be damaged first.
You are a horrible person!.
Sometimes he's always starting fights with silly things like this. But I quite enjoy it.
YOU WANT TO FIGHT WITH ME?!!.
I glared at him. He immediately pouted his lips. Cute. Suddenly he looked at me with puppy eyes. And hugged me. By spoiled, he rubbed his head in my arms. Like a small puppy.
I'm not interested in the other. Me and my life is quite interesting for me. Well, just a little Jinki will be okay. God will not be angry. Right?
Do not love. Because the separation will always come.
***
It's like a dream.
The afternoon sky was not too good, looks very heavy. I just finished my box of gifts for Jinki. I was too brave to love him. I kissed him. We kissed. The pain came back. Blood.
And when I back to breath I was carried on his back. why could I careless like this? Why am I this brave?. I let my blood into his mouth. I even made his shirt and his hands dirty with my blood.
But I do not want that kiss ends!.
From here, I could see his face from the side. His lips were covered by my blood, sweat’s down on his neck, his ears red. I was very close to him. I could feel his breath. He ran carried me on his back. Hit a few people who obstruct his way. He didn’t say anything. I heard the hysterical screams from some of the girls we passed. Not surprisingly, they must be wondering what the hell is happening? as they saw blood.
Oh god! This is very painful.
I gripped his shoulder. I closed my eyes trying to reduce my pain. My views began to dim. Vaguely. No way!.
The doctor's words suddenly straight into my mind.
Not like when you lose your voice that gives you time long enough. later when you lose the ability of your eyes, your hearing will also disappear soon thereafter. Forgive me. But this disease is like this.
No! Not now! God, I beg!. Well, it's okay you're taking my vision now i’ve already see him this close, but please do not be my hearing. Give me time.
Painful. I tried to blink my eyes, hoping that when I opened it, the light will come again. But all was blank. Black. I tried to lift my head, hoping it's close to his ear.
I_LOVE_YOU
I tried to tell him. My lips were moving vigorously. I tried, force, hoping that sound will out of my throat. But only empty air as I breathed from my mouth.
God, please return it, lend my voice back just for this time, I want him to hear this!. There's no time anymore!.
I love you! I love you! I love you!.
Very painful, my head fell back on his shoulder.
"Shut up GwiBoon! Shut up and hold it! "He said. His voice shaky.
But I love you.
I felt my tears fell on my cheeks. I don’t know that blind eyes can still crying.
"I'll carry you, I'm with you! Shut up! Do not move! Do not do anything! Just breathe! I know! I know! I know! " His words speak unclearly.
The voices began to sound vague. Pain.
"Because I -------------" I couldn’t hear his last words even though he seemed to shout it. Hum loudly attacked my ears. Like poking my head. This hurts! Very painful.
God, why you give such an end like this for my drama? Why don’t You give me a more happy ending like usually happend in most drama?. Are you angry because I put an extra actor in my drama?
I'm without a heart, I do not have a heart
So, I wouldn't be feeling pain
Everyday I talk to myself, and put myself under a spell
But even so, I keep my shedding tears.
-----------------------------------
errmmm i just think...sometimes voice just annoying,,hmmm yeah..just it kkkkkk
all are wellcome *bows* hug*
and...forgive me for everything...TT^TT